EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!
i'm sooooo happy..!
just yesterday i brokedown and cry at my mechanics..
straight after fm p2.. the exams are over and u-didn't-do-badly feeling wasn't really there.. but its beginning to sank in..
i'm feeling more relief now..
LAST WORRY: prom night.. and my flabby meat.. haha..
how to make full use of this one week and get the most number of KGs off me..!!! especially the tummy fats..!!!
haha.. now on my list..

1. LoSe WeiGHt..!!!
2. GoOd PAying 9-5 Job.. dEn cAn paRt-tiME.. LOlx..
3. Get mE a BoYfRiend..!!!!!!

haha.. my expectation are not too high lah..
just dun be too unpresentable den best if 178cm and above..
dun be too skinny also..! cause i'm plum..
haha.. mad already.. -_-
hee.. to happy now..
go watch tv le..

Exam is ending...
this will mark the end of my "school uniform" life..
kinda unwilling to graduate now..
dun wanna face the grown-up world..
i wanna be a kid forever..!
but obviously that's not very possible..
i'm definately going to US no matter wad..
no money also smuggle myself there..! (just joking lah..)
last paper's on wednesday.. prom's on the 3rd..
i haven diet yet..!!!! haha..
pray for determination to diet siaz..
i dun wanna go prom this plum..!!!
lotsa money to be spend after wed..
gotta highlight my hair..!! hee.. and buy the gown..
and get someone to do my makeup and stuff..
(cause i know nuts about dolling up..!)
so now.. i must get a job..!!! but i lazy to go find leh..
and they wun employ me straight away anywayz..
so if anyone got any lobang can tell me..!
dun wan those go street sell coupon kind k..
cause i very evil to them.. =P..
might be going china for a short while in december..
okie.. is confirm going..
aunt ella is gonna be in beijing from 13th -18th dec.. cause of some meeting.. so its a good chance for me to meet up with her..
since i think she's gonna sponser my studies..
haiz... i'm really leaving arh..? i dun feel like going overseas for studies AT ALL.. but nus lousy.. no dietetics.. no choice.. =( super depressed..
gotta make friends all over again..!! and ppl here will half forget about me.. hahaz.. day-dreaming already.. get into a college there den say lohz..
still must go take TOFEL.. -_-
and retake SAT I and take SAT II..
i hate SAT I...!!!!! den imagine i gotta study chem and maths all over again..! i already wanna throw those stuff away liaoz.. hahaz..Z
now quite in a relax mood..
but i becoming lazier and lazier.. lazy to reply sms also..
thing alot of ppl sms me den i just ignore..
bad attitude..!!! and geometric is driving me MAD..!! really can't understand wad the hell its saying lohz.. haiz..
continue to mug for 2 more days.. den i'm done with this crapz..
jia you jia you jia you..!!!

its been awhile since i update here..
1 week le..!!
had my chem p3 on monday and maths p1 on tuesday..
chem's fine.. so much better than wad i had expected..
some parts i studied for food chem came out..
could have done better if not for my stubborness
cause i know God tell me to study food storage and periodicity..
and despite me knowing that it'll come out.. i didn't study hard for this 2 topics.. -_-..(cause i hate periodicity..!! and food storage too..!) so when it came out i make mistakeSSSS..! haha.. but over all quite optimistic... maths is the best..!!! i know how to do all the questions..!! i even did both either and or.. haha.. cause i can't decide.. in the end i choose Or.. cause the either last part abit unsure.. oppz..
hAo LiaNEd.. haha..! very very happy for my maths... was very worried in the first place.. cause i very over confident.. later something will happen de.. so i very scared.. scarly later blank out.. den die.. heng never happen sia..! wed and thurs very slack loh.. hee.. but today better.. hmm.. was emailing my aunt ella.. go US study like very hard like that.. need lotsa money.. den the visa also quite hard to get.. cause must have financial support lah.. recommandation letter lah.. this and that loh.. -_- sianz.. how??
haiz.. continue studying now loh.. no choice...
*shake head* HOW..??!!

today's GP paper..
i was on the bus..
Bush won the election..
*disappointed... i like Edwards..! =P
the paper is okie.. compared to every single paper i did.. this is consider good...
i actually managed to finish my comprehension.. even the AQ..!!
though i also not sure wad i'm doing.. HaAhA..! but i kept spelling the word differentiate wrongly.. (i spelt it as differencient.. dunno wad i thinking also.. and i cancel and spell again x 10 times lohz.. still wrong..!)
meet yuzhen for lunch...
ate this super spicy bowl of noodles..
den.. in the late afternoon.. the sky started pouring..
and so did my asshole.. i got diarrhoea..!!!!
first time in my life that i'm getting an upset stomach from eating too spicy.. please..!! my dialect is Sze Chuan..!!!
and since i know how to pick at my food..
i've been eating spices.. nothing was TOO spicy..
till that bowl of noodles..
my stomach is still upset...
and so is my mind..
I GOT GROUNDED
cause of juxuan lah.. this few nights keep calling me..
mummy very pissed liao.. actually i also quite pissed..
always call when i'm eating.. den tell him i having exam..
still want me to chat with him.. dun have to study arh..?
den tonight.. i bathing.. den mummy picked his call.. and tell him off.. oppz.. okie.. i feel very bad.. but very happy too..!
dun have to entertain ppl..
for wad.. i'm the one that's having exams lehz..!!
so ppl... shouldn't be looking for me when u're bored.. i'm a complete no life creature now..!! and i would like to be left alone for the next 20 days..
haiz.. den he call my hp.. so my hp confiscated for tonight..
DaMnEd.. nvm... i'm suppose to be lifeless anyway..
tired liaoz.. go slp liaoz..
chem p3 on monday.. pray for me..

FoOD chEm SuX...!!!
just now i was eating dinner..
and wad i saw was not rice and broccoli..
(oh yes.. i decided actually i like broccoli..)
i saw starch and cellulose..!!!
oh mine.. seriously going mad..
i decided to shut down for exams.. haha..
must really be no life for 20 days from now on..
oh.. i mean 22 days.. shrug..!!
who call myself so slack.. den now cannot finish revision le lah..!
gp in 1 day..!! very nervous..
i must go to bed at 10pm tml..!!
if not later i cannot wake up how..
haha.. going mad..~~~~
back to food chem..
now i'm seeing lipids..!!
in me..!!!!!! haha..
my mummy say i'm too fat.. =(
okie.. she didn't say that.. she say i look like a chunk of meat..
fine..!
DiEt lOhz..!!! aRgh.. A lEvEls.. CHioNg ARH..~~!!!!