Struck By lightning!




had jap paper at 1pm today... totally no exam mood after that..
the sky started pouring the moment i step out of the LT. so i was stuck at arts...
somehow get to go to the B busstop without having to get much rain... took a big detour though.. finally got back to hall~~ and dada! this is the first scene i saw!! the poor tree!!

anyways... dunno what i want to blog also.. aye. just dun feel like studying..
must be due to justin disturbing me!! =P (just blame it on him)

arhh. i swear i wanted to type something just now but i forget what i wanted to type.. nvm.. no one reads my blog either. hahaha. chao!

TY's bday celebration.
BIG time feast at holland V sushi tei~
(satisfy my sashimi craveee)

Our Bday Boy! refusing to admit he is 24~~ and insist that he's 21!

frankly..
i know that I SHOULD BE STUDYING!!
but...
just want to share this pic with you all.. hehehe












picture credits to stomp.com.sg





i think this guy is being ultimate cool lahh~ to park the WHOLE car on the curb..
dunno how he did it man..

hai.. and now comes to my driving test!! *ya yang yang*
ANGRY! the moment i think about it i'm all heated up!

anyways nowadays having weird dreams..
dreamt of my cat.. talking to me.. and refusing to come home (though she's only away at E block..~ =(
i think i'm going mad due to exam stresss....

This is a MUST see lAh~~~~
its damn funny!

Quote of the day~

不需要等到生活完美无瑕才懂得去享受生命的美好．- Huan Huan Ai

think this song is damn nice!!!!!
私は大好きです！！
utada hikaru rocks lah!!
so does 花より男子　レテンーズ（ hana yori dango II


Flavor of Life by 宇多田　光

ありがとうと 君（きみ）に言われると　なんだか切ない
さようならの　後（あと）も解（とう）けぬ魔法（まほう）淡（あわ）くほろ苦（にが）い
The flavor of life...... The flavor of life......

友達でも恋人でも　ない中間地点で
収穫の時を夢見てる
青いフルーツ　あと一歩が踏み出せない
せいでじれったいの何のってBaby
ありがとうと 君に言われると
なんだか切ない
さようならの 後も解けぬ魔法淡くほろ苦い
The flavor of life...... The flavor of life......

甘いだけの誘い文句　味気のないTalk
そんなものには興味を　そそられない
思い通りにいかない時だって
人生捨てたもんじゃないって
「どうしたの？」と 急に聞かれると「ううん、何でもない」
さようならの 後に消える笑顔 私らしくない
信じたいと 願えば願うほど　なんだか切ない
「愛してるよ」よりも「大好き」の方が　君らしいんじゃない
The flavor of life…

忘れかけてた人の香りを　突然思い出す頃
降り積もる雪の白さをもっと
素直に喜（よろこ）びたいよ　ダイヤモンドより軟らかくて
温かな未来（みらい）　手にしたいよ限りある時間を　君と過ごしたい
ありがとうと　君に言われると　なんだか切ない
さようならの（後）あとも解（とう）けぬ魔法淡くほろ苦い
The flavor of life......The flavor of life...

Translation of the song..
When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’tget undone even after the good bye.
the faintly burning pain.
The flavor of life

Neither friends nor lovers,
in uncertain terms
like an un-riped fruit dreaming about the day of harvest
because of being unable to just move one more step forward
It’s just so frustrating

When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t get undone even after the good bye.
the faintly burning pain.
The flavor of life

Sweet talk and tasteless conversations.
i have no interest in them even when things do not go the way I want them
you make me believe that there is still something in life
When asked ‘ whats wrong?’
I answer ‘its nothing’
The smile that disappears after goodbye
I’m not like myself anymore
The more i wish to believe in you,
For some reason it hurts even more
‘i like you’ instead of ‘i love you’ is more like the person I knew
the flavor of life

I wish I could cherish the white color of the falling snow like I used to
by the time I would remember the scent of the person I’ve nearly forgotten
A future tender and warmer than a diamond
i want to grasp it,
in this limited time we have,
i want to live it with you
when you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesnt get undone even after the good bye.
the faintly burning pain.
The flavor of life

i dun understand why it hurts sooooo much..
my heart ached every second when i was in main tv lounge.. watching xinyao's performance.. everything seem so familiar.. just that the ppl singing are different.. and my status is different..

it hurts more when all he tells me in that cold voice is that he's damn busy.. yah.. i just want to settle everything faster so that i can forget about it.. forget about all those happy times or sad times.. forget about him.. so that it will stop hurting me so badly..

i know that there's no turning back now that its almost 2 weeks.. but its still a bit too hard for me to accept.. and everyone's telling me.. hey stace that's what you wanted.. you wanted to break up..

well.. now i dunno.. i just wanted to take a break from that relationship.. live my life freely for a while.. so now i'm suppose to "enjoy" singlehood (like forever).. but i aren't enjoying any single second of it.. damn. i'm walk around looking really pathetic and dead and i can't even find the exact reason to it.. i'm so angry with myself.. i'm so angry with that half-fuck no clear explanation breakup.. damn.. really dread life now.. feel like some resident evil zombie walking around on campus..

what's hurting me so badly is that he tried to be good friend with me as if the last 2 years didn't happen.. like it was all a dream.. such a bad dream.. what a bad dream.. so what now.. am i also suppose to act as if the dream is over? and we're back in "reality".. that 2 year didn't exist.. that we did not wasted that 2 years on each other..

i dunno. i'm just damn sore over the whole thing.. maybe its sort of my fault that i didn't exactly handle this breakup in the best way... arghh.. i dunno lah.. just think that life totally sucks..!!!!!!

i want to scream!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH

what is done is done..

just accept it.

i hope i'll accept it..

Stacy wants the CAT to come back...

pretty girl.. where did you wonder to??
missing you badly..

catch up with long time no see buddy.. - jianwen..

didn't request to take a photo with him cause he didn't like to take photos..
but i think i have 1 of his photos somewhere in the posts.. hehehe
anyways.. we went to this jap cuisine shop at marina square.. eeto. i forgot the name..
think its waraku or something.. oPpS!!! memory failing totally..
i had this hokkai nabe (ryoori).. its quite nice~~ and jian wen's katsu curry rice looked damn nice also~

after the filling dinner (well. for him not me.. hahah) we walked to boat quay.. jazz@south bridge road for this performance by some jap trumpetist(?).. its a very nice place and because we were early.. we managed to get quite a good seat.. =) i like sitting at the bar.. so i had a margarita and he had a erdinger white. maybe i was too thirsty or the strawberry margarita taste tooo nice.. i finished my drink in no time! hahaha..






so i order a blue lagoon (i think) and its quite nice too! jian wen recommended this cajun angel (fries with this prawn.. DAMN NICE PRAWN) and hungry stacy finished everything!
hahaha.. we left to catch the last train home and after riding for 1.5 years.. i totally dun remember how to go to raffles MRT station... hahaha. and i ho lan in the MRT station itself.. *faints* i need to take more public transport sia!!

sometimes feelings are weird things.

an experience with the thumbs showed that i'm someone that thinks by heart.. not with my mind..well well. obviously i'm not a rationale person..

meeting up with him feels funny. sometimes i dunno whether i should follow my heart or follow my mind. my heart sorta doesn't want it to turn out this way yet my mind is telling me to just let it go.. its a deep struggle but none of us want to say the 2 magic words..
cause we know that its no longer one of my tandrum sessions.. if i were to say it now.. i'll mean it and it can't be salvage anymore..

dun want to ask for advice anymore. cause i know i wun heed their advices. but pretending is not really helping too..

what should i do..? let things take its natural course?

Block B lantern Festival..
not sure what happened but the photos and video was corrupted and unrecoverable.. *WAHHHHHH SoBZ*

Batam Slacking 22-23 Sept 2007
a bunch of slackers.. me zhen max hanwei and desmond went to batam turi resort to slack our weekend off! well.. money's well spent.. but company is... (opps..) Moral of the story.. do not go travelling with ppl you dun know at all!!!

Heros: The Uprising
i went as Tsunade sama from NARUTO as suggested by lamb.. because that toopid women have such big breastsss.. i almost died trying to squeeze my pathetic nehs together..
Let the photos do the talking!! =D

Half-yearly paint-our-nails-pretty-pretty session with zhen! =)

Belated celebration for linda's birthday at Brekos Holland V with JC besties..
it end up becoming a total photowhoring session where we took 220 photos in 2 hours with 2 cameras... hahaha.
but we still all enjoyed this get together =)
next session - seek + jars bday!

Happy 21st birthday to my dearest lindaaaaaaa~
welcome to the world of adults! =P

semestral prince charming outing at settlers' cafe holland v.. we had lotsa fun play taboo!! (and other games)=D

Dinner with mummy and daddy at crystal jade holland v Sept 2007

Remember i said i'm tired of clubbing... so when a few of the siao on clubbing mad dante folks went to velvet dragon.. me and lamb went to orchard in explore of midnight shopping..

but! wrong info from this lamb! and the shops are all closed when we finally got there.. =(
we walked from lido to cine.. and look! this cute eyor~ =D (i secretly snapped the photo in mini toons..) and finally.. we decided to go swensens are we're both hungry!

hahaha.. we chit chat and gossip and eat till 2am before we decide we're too tired and went back hall to sleep! hahaha

The rest didn't get back till 5am.. -_-

After 4 weeks of zouk.. i'm tired of clubbing......

ZoUk nights..
15 Aug - Hall bash
22 Aug - sooooooo wasted!
29 Aug - met ming feng!
5 Sept - first time clubbing with kj

Interesting things in development bio lab.. this thingy that looks like a bunch of bananas.. is the banana flowers!!! damn nice lah..

no wonder bananas are so cheap.. cause each banana plant (think its each bud) can make like 50 x 26 bananas lah!!! (this bunch is 26)









The end product of the banana plant after we peel till cannot peel anymore.... looks like a spear. hehehe

Me, mum and dad went on a lunch date today... but we went to some steamboat shop mum wants to go and it was CLOSED! =( we walked to amara hotel hopping they have like lunch buffet or something but all they had was high tea.. sian..In the end we end up at suntec city eating steamboat.. So happen its comex.. and daddy insist that he wants to go though i was totally in a hurry to go back to hall for X-campus.. in the end.. guess who had the best out of it? hehehe. ME! wahahaha..we walked passed the fujifilm camera booth and their z500 dropped price from 358 to 298!! wah. i totally wanted it lah! after debating with mum against the colour of the camera.. i bought the camera!! wahahaha..

totally photowhoring session the whole night so i shall not put it up to harm other's eyes..but i caught some unharmful things too!

B4 hamsters paradise..!!
(from left to right)

Kok's hamsters.. forgot the name but it look like some kinda pig!; this brown and white thing is timothy;






roy's white hamster

Lastly biggest hamster in the world.. Koksoon!! wahahaha =P




anyways.. now kok's hamsters grow till damn! big.. not cute already.. =(

We had fun playing with skeleton heads in the evo lab today!
hahaha was introduced to Lucy.. the first skeleton found that's already in sorta human forms..






I took a picture with the "human" skull and its hand.. hahaha. so much bigger than mine!

After lab.. i had dinner with mum and dad at je st24 market.. my very old hangout in Pschool.. i treated my folks to a round of macdonald's ice cream! =)

Its a happy day! =D

haha. i didn't blog for so long i forgot my own user id sia..

and i didn't blog for so long i was surprise to see an entry on 3rd aug.. (i forgot i blogged)

anyways school's officially starting. (note its starting not started) haha. still in holidaying and partying mood.

being the councillor brought back the freshie feel. though i can't be one anymore. no one will orientate me in NUS anymore. but it was the OG feeling. the everyone feeling that i really misses. totally phantom-ed in hall last year..

this year i'm ready to be super happening! (hopefully yah..)
LAST year LAST chance anyways.

i have to make it memorable. do all the crazy things! =D

will be uploading orientation photos and introducing my OG and each unique freshie..! =)

Aspero - The Excitement Within

Hall bash on 15 aug sorta marked the end of hall orientation..
here's some highlights..
- Day 1
- One Night Only
- Initiation
- Flag and Rag Day
- Hall Bash

Dante - Everlasting
Elaborate on my lovely OG peeps.. (read from left to right)

Fellow dante Councellors..
Sanduo - cool bod dancing king; Koksoon - totally can't speak mandarin; Luke (THOC) -forever uncontactable; Stefanie (THOC) - poor girl that got rashes half way through the camp.. =(; Charlene - pretty girl that speaks damn well
Freshies..
Lilywombat(Li Koon) - fellow rider who look like a wombat; Ladyboy86 ( Edmund) - Mr. Personality who is DAMN funny lahh.. hahaha; Cassandra - good girl inspired to be bad, likes to go clubbing wearing a elmo tshirt..; Charlene - fellow saint who is very devoted to voluntary work!; Geraldine - mircoscopic nurse..; Li Jin - most on female PRC!;
Chen Zhi - most on male PRC!; Saba - cute and pretty indian girl; Thanh - our very helpful and excited vietnamese..;Horny (tian siong) - the real deserter that went to Imperial College =(..; Zheng Mei (Wei) - angel-like face with a damn devilish mouth!;
Yati - act of disappearance...; Loke - Super good at sleeping, mugging and military-ing; Sophie - exchange student from my hometown - Beijing =); Pavel - Alcoholic russians ; James - Bumble Bee with a sting!;
Ken - Act innocent boy with plastic smile... haha!!; Meow (Miao xin) - inspired freelance photographer that can't act as a cat at all.. haha; Ladyboy2 (Daojie) - Freezing architect; Eileen - Blur doctor now scandaling with D401 arh..; Zhi Ling - Birthday mate that got too addicted to clubbing..


others not seen here are..

anjali - fellow saint from 05S14!! same combination of ppl in the same class with the same civics tutor.. =)
Samuel - illegal squatter in meow's room.. but couldn't be promised a room.. =(.. so now become shearian(?)..
Gong Yan and Yan Lin, Ningren and Jikang - MIA peeps

Special thanks to

DND attach: Wei Liang - sings damn well.. and was my dance partner for productions =)

and senior attach: Kaiwen - erm. though motive for joining dante is unclear.. hahaha. but was a great help to me during initiation... =D

Also to Guan You.. for being my counsellor's dance partner, blur-ing together with me during counsellor's dance.. (we didn't screw up!! =D) and also patiently wait for me to pick up my steps..

Lastly, lindaaaaa.. *muacks*
for being my only same combi khaki in JC.. for jio-ing me to TH, being my cg mate during year 1 orientation, staying opposite me for whole of year 1, taking calculus with me in yr1 sem 2, being my fellow blocker in yr2, and fellow rag dancer.. and most importantly joining this orientation with me!!

XXX university sucks to the CORE!

damn all the academic advisors.
so what if you are professors?
EQ = 10.

i rememberred when i first spoke to one of them cause i wanted to major in life sciences, he serious doubt my ability and even commented on how bad my CAP score was at that time.

of course i think i made that right decision and i'm happy about it..

but something was quite screwed up this sem and i didn't manage to get my cores and only secured 2 modules this semester...

i called another prof up and she made it sound like its ALL my own fault this happened. i mean, i called you for help. of course i know its partial my fault that now it ended up like this.

i told her i emailed to appeal and did not fully understand the instructions given to me and she said they just giving me standard answers (WTF) and maybe they dun understand my problem also. okie, but if they are here to help, should they call me to clarify if they cannot understand, and then she blames me for not going down directly to them and i told her i DID on wednesday, but obviously, they were too busy to bother about me.. the solutions they suggested was like super NOT helpful and i drop one of my modules for NOTHING.

damn the stupid system they are using. and she's not helping at all lah. idiots.
ARHGHHGH i'm SO pissed!

21 July 2007
sorta my last free-er weekend before counsellors' camp begins on monday..
me and kj went out..
1st stop: Great world City.. kj's treat at ichiban sushi.. the food there's not bad.. =D... we ate a lot of good stuff.. especially the grilled cod fish.. YUMMY!! and the sushi there also have interesting and creative varieties...

Next stop: suntec city.. think we were there looking for retro clothings.. but i didn't find any.. but! hehe. we discovered this newly revamp portion of suntec city! (look at the fountain!) and also found this interesting "huai jiu" exhibition..!

i was so excited to see hopscotch (how you spell sia..) the oldies music player and piggy bank!!

he had to rush for dinner with dunno who.. so we sorta parted. but after the dinner. both of us are bored and dun feel like going home to sleep..

so we met up and he help me carry the fridge to hall.. and we went wala wala to chill.. the blue drink is *frustration*.. really quite frustrated to drink it.. and its really STRONG!

NEW HAIR CUT!!!!

now you get what i meant by "last seen in this hairstyle.." cause i finally took the courage to cut BANGSSSSSS .. nono. its actually being psycho-ed by Mr. Ang Kai Jie!

I really really wanted to go sentosa with kj, yiwei, hup and mon... but mr. heaven was being really mean not allowing us to go.. In the end. the 5 of us end of loittering around vivocity..

I saw this nike bag on sale at vivo and really like it.. and since they all owe me my bday present still.... =D its mine NOW~ wahahaha

We played mahjong all the way till the morning.. and it ended with me gaming with 7-tai =) here's my 7-tais... wahahahaha (opps. in case you dunno. its bei feng round and i'm no. 3, the blank tiles are animals..)

Kaijie took this very artistic photo of me.. (last seen in this hair style...) when i came out from the toilet in the morning..

tonnes of things i want to post!
but i am soooooo lazy..
i'll do it by this week! =D

Happy 21st to Dearest HUITING =D

Those were the days i'm missing.. =)

i dun understand.

if you really like a person. what will you do to ask her out?

will you forget the date with her?
will you let her wait 1hr 20 mins just to receive an reply for her sms.
will you let her plan the date or will you already planned the date.

even if you dun like her. as a guy, shouldn't you at least have that bit of initiative?

if she reject your idea. do you tell her nvm or do you propose another something.
i really dun understand.. i really really dun understand.

真的觉得我们很不配

The first time i felt that it is REALLY hard to maintain a friendship..
i tried i think.. i believe.. i wanted to be a good friend..
but i guess its not working out.. us as friends.. its doesn't seem possible..
phases like friends for a life time, friends forever doesn't seem to apply here anymore..
as much as i treasure friends some are just not meant to be bahz..

i need sometime to set things right..

in some way i'm rather disappointed in him bah..
like i think i failed myself sometimes.. lack of self-control..

Post No. 200!!!!

record breaking sia..

according to figures in Stacy Statistical Yearbook 2007

i blogged a total of 58 posts (in this blog.. other blogs not counted.. in case you wonder.. i have 2 other locked up blogs) and a total of 41 posts in the whole of last year.. wah sia..

this year only 5 months+ passed loh... (eh.. but i cheat lah.. i break up the posts for the past 3 weeks.. hahahaha)

anyways congrats to my 200th post!! =D

Dinner with folks at ju shin jung on sunday night.. as always its a spread..

this must be awarded my favorite restaurant of mine cause i went to it 4 times in last than 1 year even though it costs me almost a hundred every time i go..

happy folks.. to my dearest dad.. have a nice trip back to beijing! to my mum.. happy advance 50th birthday!

Anyways, my dad is super romantic lah.. cause he's going back for business this thursday and flying back again on 21st morning to celebrate my mum's birthday..

why my bf never learns.. *haiz*