Monday, July 24, 2006


SARS!!!!! no lah.. its just a stupid pandamic flu exercise @ HSA

our night out.. pepper lunch... yummy...

crazy KTV....
this few days passed soooo slowly... everything seem to be moving in slow motion.. including time..

but i'm happy! i hope september never comes. never ever come... can we just stop the time now!? i dun mind not going taiwan. as long as i have him..

i have a 5% chance. haha.. if his visa dun get approved (means he wants to go..) but i was actually giving him tips on how to make the chance of getting the visa higher.. how contridicting can i get? so hard to be hiding all the feelings. so hard to shallow that "can you dun go" everytime i sees him..

but iconically i rejected that long-dist suggestion. did i just did something wrong?? although i thought i was pretty sure about that decision.. somehow i wished that he had stopped me.. i wish that he insist on staying together.. because i couldn't imagine not having him around.. i dun wanna hearing news of him with another girl.. i wish.. i wish he dun have to go....

7 is my fave number.. 7 is the number of perfection.. 7 is the person i love. 7 is the person i want to marry. 7 is the person leaving. i am upset...

Sunday, July 23, 2006

21 july. maybe i shouldn't have asked. that fateful call. that devastating news.

i'm what you call the great depression. hahaha.. i dunno what i'm doing. too much to bear. too much time to be thinking.

how i wish school starts now. and i can just throw my thoughts into studying.. its like another freshman year. its like this year didn't happened. the last 7mths are all fake. i must have been living in a dream.

the dream will wake up this september.. and i will be singing wake me up when september ends..


i BADLY needs a hug...........

Thursday, July 20, 2006

after one crazy night at zouk.. i seem to be having an hangover and i can't sleep!!!
(although i concussed straight away when i reached home....)


crazy nightout at ZOUK! with kendrick, yix, engene.. new found friend cendrid (dunno how to spell..) an long lost friend juxuan~

just wanna thank my dearie max for being soooo sweet the whole week.. thanks darling for waiting for me for my tuition to end so that we can watch pirates of the carribean together. thanks for keeping your promise and pei me one whole night.. thanks for coming down from home to pick me up from work just to pei me take mrt to braddell for my tuition.. thanks for waiting up for me when i went to chiong even though i was home only at 4am.. (and doing that continously for 2 weeks...) all just to ensure that i'm safe and sound... i feel sooo blessed out of a suddenly..

Thanks dearieee... (This is actually 2 different days... i think my dinner was delicious!!!)

Monday, July 17, 2006

i just need to blog this!!
i was bored and surfing thru friendster while i caught hock's profile in the newly updated photos or something.. it is totally weird we see jasmine there... and attached and celebrating 1st month...

hai.. whatever it is.. if you sees this girl.. gotta be happy forever hor!

Friday, July 14, 2006

15 minutes late for work!!

all the rain's fault!!!!
the weather has been at its worse time! pouring right before i wanna step my foot out!! this cause me.. who has been calculating time based on a motorcycle ride.. to be late!!

hai.. was watching taiwan tyhoon news before it pours... could it be that taiwan tyhoon blow till singapore? (okie. stop laughing at me!!!)

Anyways.. back to the happy things... hehe

Monday..
That pig says that he wun wake up at 1pm.. but at 12 i called him and he's still sleeping!! we met up in town to catch superman returns.. actually wanted to watch at The Cathay.. but their earlier show is full.. in the end we walked to PS to catch the show.. he was very nice to send me to clementi for my tuition.. we even walked from the mrt station to my tutee's house.. (sounds romantic for no reasons...)

and the best thing is he volunteered to wait for my tuition to end!!! hehe.. cause both of us ain't feeling hungry yet.. we decided to go to my house.. we played with the hardgay toy which he bought back from japan.. it's soooo cute..!!

Thursday, July 13, 2006

there seem to be some happy things in my life..

wednesday
i was dying for this day to come.. didn't think that the 6 days from break camp to now passed by sooooo slowly.. the whole day i was in a excited mood and was very chirpy at work.. i keep counting down to the hours before i will see my beloved max.. hehe

i went home after work to kill sometime.. left a bit late for the flight.. i endured the long mrt ride from jurong all the way to changi airport.. but i was a bit late.. before i reach. he already touched down.. i ran all the way from the mrt (T2) to the skytrain and to his belt.. (t2!!) i was so breathless when i finally reached belt 20.

i was waiting for him at the other end while he didn't came out from there.. it was so drama loh..

he bought the hardgay toy back from japan!! hehehe.. soooo cool.. i can't wait to play with it!

my new toy from japan... soooo cute! *squeeze*

we took a cab to his house where he unpacked and we had delicious supper made by his parents. after bathing and all, he showed me the photos he took during the trip.. very little ppl.. alot of buildings..

i was really tired and fall asleep to his lullabye.. (actually i fall asleep before he start singing..)

i woke up at 7:45 to prepare for work.. he was sleeping happily.. (i think he was watching world cup..). abit weird as i ate the breakfast prepared by his mom and try to make small talks.. i finally left for work and even arrived early...

sunday
this is supposely the big day that we're preparing for.. youth xtravaganza 2006..
there is 1) dance competition 2) 4-a-side street soccer tournment 3) 3-on-3 basketball competition (which i am the organiser..) 4) a bazzar..

this is the day which our whole yec was actively planning and the so called big blast! of the year..

i wake up at 7am in the morning.. actually i have to report at 8am but i was almost half an hour late.. i have to admit i was quite at a lost at this year's 3-on-3.. the one that we did 2 years ago was so much better.. maybe due to some lack of sleep, early in the morning and i was damn high..

the under 18 prelims started without much hassle.. although we were almost 1 hour behind time. but due to 2 groups never turn up, we have almost 1.5 hours of unnecessary time too.. so the 2 of them cancel out and we were pretty on time. half way through the prelims, it started raining.. what seem like a passing shower turned out to be a storm! likely, it stopped after a while of pouring.. we spend another half an hour drying the court.

soon it was 12:30pm and the open category teams came in. open only have 7 teams, so yec formed another team to make up the groupings. me dean and bernard and a volunteer formed the team called garfield.. (quite cute right? hehe)

but open category was a big hassle.. one of the teams was kicked out of the top 4 and complained that the other team was very rough.. it was indeed stated in our rules that every player only have 4 personal foul before they are fouled out.. but.. i didn't read that rules and regulations.. (okie. that's my fault..) so in the beginning we say no foul out.. and obviously some teams become vicious and do things that are despitable..

i was really quite lost at what to do.. lucky dean bernard and whye wan was around to come to a decision.. we managed to solve the problem peacefully... however.. there come another problem..
for the under18 category, there's a team representing NeeSoon East CSC.. i did not know that their fees are supposed to be paid by the CSC and therefore asked the captain to clear the registration fees when he came. later in the day there has been refund and repaying going on.. because our CSO dun allow them to play without playing.. anyways.. their in charge and danny was totally logged headed and everything..

the next irritation thing is that during the semis, it started drizzling and it wun stop!! the open cat decided to use penalty shot to rank the 1st 2nd and 3rd 4th.. the under 18s being more young and adventurous decided to play in the rain..

we had our prize giving ceremony in the hall..

the most interesting that happened that day is that one of the 18 year old basketball compeitiors was actually interested in me and want to woo me if i'm not attach.. haha.. talking about youngsters nowadays..........

i was too tired and decided to give world cup finals a miss... they all pang sei one loh.. what go clarke quay.. *sian..
i will blog more about the camp next time..

here's some fun time we had at our prince charming outing @ suntec fish and co!!!
*sings*
charming...
we're prince charming..
we're so charming...
and we love to sing...~~~~ ahhhhh~~~~


July 12

Thursday, July 06, 2006

27th June 2006, Tuesday, 07:00am
i dragged myself outta bed.. (was a bit shocked to find myself IN beng and felix's room) i washed up like a snail.. our OG gathered and make our way to lt27 for breakfast..
i had 3 pieces of bread with peanut butter.. isis seem a bit dead in the morning.. all no energy.. next on is the sponser talk.. our sponser is emitasia.. basically promoting times magazine.. actually i'm rather interested but not by the magazine but their free gift.. seem like kendrick and jiesheng subscript to it..

after the sponser talk, we have to wait for dispatchment to the battle games. so before that, all scamp seniors decided to teach the freshies the kill duck cheer (ipoh eh tai tai hey~ ya).. haha.. its quite funny lah.. the actions are...1. slap the duck2. struggle the duck3. shot the duck in the head4. swing the duck in the neck5. put the duck in the soup
anyways it was quite fun lah.. our house was the last house to go to the fields.. so we formed a formation with the 4 flags in front and all of us walking in line with the flags.. seem kinda grand.. when we reached the track. the seniors formed the bridge for freshies to go under.. its really very fun lah!!but our behaviour was later (quoted from those that knows knows..) "taking your own sweet time"

next on we had battle games.. firstly man, toilet bowl, poo poo.. something like hai dai lah.. den water droplets.. where we have to fill up a 1.5l bottle using a 0.5l bottle with holes in the bottom and have to run about 20 metres to the 1.5l bottle..

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

26th July 2006, Monday, 7:00am
we (me mich and pam) were practically dragged out of our dreams... the freshies only coming at 9am.. why we have to wake up SO early?!?!?!?!

with unopened eyes we proceed to the toilets to wash up....
we changed to the bright orange SENIORS tee.. feels weird because just about a year ago i was in some tee shirt and coming to LT23 to register as a freshie..i bought waffles for breakfast.. our famous dilys green waffle.. hahaha... just as i was happily eating (the time was like just pass 8am..) someone came and.. "isis..? your freshie is here.."

i'm like.. WHAT!? so early?! the rest are still carrying goodie bags to lt29.. i proceed to view the early bird... she is SI EN... her reasons for coming so early is because she wanted to take the shun fong che from her daddy... fair enough..

me and aini decided to stay in the lecture theatre and awaits the rest of the freshies...
i can't remember who came next.. because for the next hour the lecture theatre was buzzling with life and full of bags all over the place... haha.. there was a short introduction and scamp comm and sci club introduced themselves... after all this one ear in one ear out stuffs.. we all went out to play ice breakers.. scamp level fire hunter earthquake.. and some OG level games... next on is lunch! lunch is okie lah... (compared to last yr which was worse i think...).

right after lunch we were to check-in into raffles hall.. same old old and dirty raffles hall!! with very few and dirty toilets...!!!! we split into 4 person per room.. i'm with huiting, si en and fiona.. we went back to lt29 immediately after settling down.. (oh.. how i just wish to lie on that bed.. although it looks super dirty.........)

it's my fave part of any camp.. mass dance!! yooohoo!! the cheorography was the same as some steps repeats.. the whole thing have alot of repeat steps so quite easy to learn i guess... so we were doing a quick recap when the freshies are having a briefing on the next game, ni yao qu na li, i didn't learn it during prep camp so was practically struggling to catch up with all the steps.. the seniors will have to preform once for the freshies... but it was decided that we're too lousy and have to learn again.. so all of us try to catch the steps.. after we finished the 1st and 2nd part.. we're requested to preform for the freshies... me and felix (my old time dance partner) pair and we were standing at the front.. halfway through the dance we sort of lost track of the orientation and i even forget the steps.. so i just anyhow fa hui.. and shake about.. (soooo embarassing!!!)

after the mass dance we proceed to the game.. [Ni Yao Qu Na Li].. i dun feel like introducing the game because i dun even quite understand.. but coming to think of it.. i think this game is badly planned.. the station masters are all sooo unhelpful and the rules programme comm set is soo unclear.. most of the clues they give is unclear.. and many of my freshies are not enjoying.. i would say its quite a flop.. however.. we managed to complete the stations with some help from programmes head suanhui and even got some not bad placing in the 12 OGs..
after the game we have our annual round of cheering!!! its also the parts i hate most in any camps.. but this year it feels different.. because i am the one teaching it instead of the one learning it.. i would say this change of stand have indeed added new favours to cheering!! to think i'm actually enjoying this time round..! =)

This year we have another fun element.. ---> lionel!! he's gonna fake as a freshie!! haha.. he arrived around 6 when we came back from the toopid game.. it was quite fun acting as a senior to him!! haha.. and it is even more fun seeing him acting as a freshie!! its also good as he didn't come for 2 days of the prep camp!!

We played somemore icebreakers after dinner.. we played 'ouch obi obi' (the slap thigh game..) and i was slapped blue black by lina and felix... me and felix thought we have someone who made 3 mistakes to do forfeit.. but in the end its actually 2 times only!! and there's 3 of them.. (AND I AM ONE OF THEM!!!) so its me lionel and zongming.. we couldn't think of any forfeit pole dancing was proposed.. firstly.. i acted as the pole and the 2 of them twist and turn around me.. den i have to dance around them as they posed as 2 poles..!!

we had night games after all the rah rah-ing.. played the watergun shot ping pong ball, 123 stop, eat apple in a pill and step balloons.. i would say i still enjoys 123 stop! the most!! i love to take pictures when they have to stop!! hahaha.. nothing much during night games.. but we learn a few new cheers from pamster..

after all the fun and excitment.. its SP time!! haha.. i would love to play SP but.. there's an obvious shortage of GUYS... sooo.. no choice.. me aini pam and mich blindfolded all of the guys and freshies before taking them in rounds to their destination.. because we're one of the later groups to leave.. so the other group is already waiting for us at the destination. our pairing group is KING AUTHUR.. we had some fun disturbing most of them.. hehehe.. but the freshies are very sensitive.. the moment we're near they stop talking..! aiyo.. no fun at all!!! =(however.. i would say that SP session is really a meet and talk open blindfold bye bye thing.. i dun even contact my SP anymore.. althought i still clearing remembers his scary face during fright night..
After SP.. our OG went to NUH 7-11 for supper.. the 7-11 was so lousy!! the whole shop like only have 3 cup of cup noodles!!! -_- the stupid thing is that when we're at 7-11 king authur came too!!!! and the blindfolded freshies could recognise their voices!! so stupid.. we finally made our way back to raffles hall.. i bathed at the creepy toilet with NO hot water! *pissed*.. i was suppose to be sleeping with val huiting and sien.. in the end.. i concussed in the room of the senior boys.. sharing the same bed as pamster..
25th July 2005, Sunday 8:30pm

a few of us gathered in LT25... really quite few considering that no all seniors are around..

after dawnie's final briefing.. which finally ended at about 10+, all 8 of us proceed out to call our freshies.. i called huixuan and jiesheng.. (a bit awkward because i have to sound like a SENIOR!!) wahahaha...

we shifted our stuff to lt22 and started writing the freshies' name on the ID tag.. i was really hungry after awhile and lionel was going home.. so we all took a lift to fong seng to get supper..
(he drove us there and back..) after dinner we all cleared up and decided to sleep.. but we ended up playing asshole daidee at the back of the lecture theatre when the rest of the seniors are already meeting zhou gong.. finally around 2:30am.. we decided to tuck in to our sleeping bags.. we found this cosy and not so cold corridor in lt 22 and gossip for awhile before we dozed off....