Friday, September 29, 2006

*one hand clearing spidey webs and one hand typing*

got the results for my that stupid screwed up test...
only got 67.5%.. and in the lowest 20% of the cohort.. my god.. =(
there goes my tiny hope of getting any form of A...

and i'm really disappointed.. because i really did study..

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

i'm angry angry angry angry!!!

with no one but myself..

just had my first CA of the sem for my new major core..LSM1102 Molecular Genetics.. and i totally screwed it!!

the worse thing is the second question. its such a give away..asking if the pair of genetic markers are linked.. and its already obvious its link..and now i can't remember if i wrote linked or not linked.. and just to be sure.. i used the formula..Non-parental ditypes + 1/2xtetratypes then wholething divide by total number of asci.. and i know!! its NPD.. and i dunno why the hell i add the parental ditypes to the tetratype!! and in the end.. i got 66% and i concluded it not linked!! what is wrong with me!!!

arghhhh.. frustrated...

Sunday, September 03, 2006

23 August 2006, Wednesday..

one crazy day night in hall..

me trying to act cute as always..

24th August 2006, Thursday..

coped from whosgoing.sg.. Block A ppl at Hall bash!

1st September 2006, Friday..
Happy 8th Monthsary..

here's mervin (our 8th month old monkey son) smiling happily..

his prezzie for me...

i'm the fierce girlfriend? =(

and he is the pitiful one!? =S

3rd September 2006, Sunday..

slacked the whole day in hall. eat and sleep and eat and sleep only..!!

caught doing nothing at 7pm and was dragged to run for X-campus... after not been running for sooooooo long... (months and months!) i'm happy with my timing.. block A got 3rd for girls overall! =D

me and my timing..

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

i'm very sian..!!!

haiz. feeling weird when he first say that he's not going states.. maybe if his going den i have more reasons to move back to hall bah.. i tot i would be really excited to know that he decided not to go. but.. perhaps i was all prepared for him to leave and when he say he's going to stay.. it doesn't sound so nice anymore. (anyways his reason for staying also have nothing to do with me..)

now super sian!!!! he's at studio again.. =(
and i just can't stop comparing studio and myself.. i mean. i know clearly that studio is work, its unavoidable, its graded, its important to him, its its its... and why.. why must i be jealous at the models that he does?!

*faints* stacy is mad.. pouring vinegar over some cardboards and think they gets more dedication from her bf...

Sunday, August 13, 2006

school's starting for me tml..

appealling for ppl that's taking the same module with me...

LSM1101 Biochemistry
LSM1102 Molecular Genetics
LSM1103 Biodiversity
ST1232 Statistics for Life Science
GEM2900 Understanding Uncertainty
SSA2215 Biophysical Environment of Singapore

labs are mostly in group 2.. hehe.. more ppl to go lecture with me pleasE!!!!

Wednesday, August 09, 2006


Day 1 at the airport.. and my dinner!!


Day 1 and Day 2


Day 3.. we went to danshui yuren pier and shihlin night market.. hehehe.. its chinese vdae so they bought us flowers.. =D so sweet!!


Day 4.. we're out a bit late.. lotsa food and shopping!


Day 5.. we sorta run out of money.. hahah.. so we went sightseeing.. the beach is really nice..!! =)

Monday, July 24, 2006


SARS!!!!! no lah.. its just a stupid pandamic flu exercise @ HSA

our night out.. pepper lunch... yummy...

crazy KTV....
this few days passed soooo slowly... everything seem to be moving in slow motion.. including time..

but i'm happy! i hope september never comes. never ever come... can we just stop the time now!? i dun mind not going taiwan. as long as i have him..

i have a 5% chance. haha.. if his visa dun get approved (means he wants to go..) but i was actually giving him tips on how to make the chance of getting the visa higher.. how contridicting can i get? so hard to be hiding all the feelings. so hard to shallow that "can you dun go" everytime i sees him..

but iconically i rejected that long-dist suggestion. did i just did something wrong?? although i thought i was pretty sure about that decision.. somehow i wished that he had stopped me.. i wish that he insist on staying together.. because i couldn't imagine not having him around.. i dun wanna hearing news of him with another girl.. i wish.. i wish he dun have to go....

7 is my fave number.. 7 is the number of perfection.. 7 is the person i love. 7 is the person i want to marry. 7 is the person leaving. i am upset...

Sunday, July 23, 2006

21 july. maybe i shouldn't have asked. that fateful call. that devastating news.

i'm what you call the great depression. hahaha.. i dunno what i'm doing. too much to bear. too much time to be thinking.

how i wish school starts now. and i can just throw my thoughts into studying.. its like another freshman year. its like this year didn't happened. the last 7mths are all fake. i must have been living in a dream.

the dream will wake up this september.. and i will be singing wake me up when september ends..


i BADLY needs a hug...........

Thursday, July 20, 2006

after one crazy night at zouk.. i seem to be having an hangover and i can't sleep!!!
(although i concussed straight away when i reached home....)


crazy nightout at ZOUK! with kendrick, yix, engene.. new found friend cendrid (dunno how to spell..) an long lost friend juxuan~

just wanna thank my dearie max for being soooo sweet the whole week.. thanks darling for waiting for me for my tuition to end so that we can watch pirates of the carribean together. thanks for keeping your promise and pei me one whole night.. thanks for coming down from home to pick me up from work just to pei me take mrt to braddell for my tuition.. thanks for waiting up for me when i went to chiong even though i was home only at 4am.. (and doing that continously for 2 weeks...) all just to ensure that i'm safe and sound... i feel sooo blessed out of a suddenly..

Thanks dearieee... (This is actually 2 different days... i think my dinner was delicious!!!)

Monday, July 17, 2006

i just need to blog this!!
i was bored and surfing thru friendster while i caught hock's profile in the newly updated photos or something.. it is totally weird we see jasmine there... and attached and celebrating 1st month...

hai.. whatever it is.. if you sees this girl.. gotta be happy forever hor!

Friday, July 14, 2006

15 minutes late for work!!

all the rain's fault!!!!
the weather has been at its worse time! pouring right before i wanna step my foot out!! this cause me.. who has been calculating time based on a motorcycle ride.. to be late!!

hai.. was watching taiwan tyhoon news before it pours... could it be that taiwan tyhoon blow till singapore? (okie. stop laughing at me!!!)

Anyways.. back to the happy things... hehe

Monday..
That pig says that he wun wake up at 1pm.. but at 12 i called him and he's still sleeping!! we met up in town to catch superman returns.. actually wanted to watch at The Cathay.. but their earlier show is full.. in the end we walked to PS to catch the show.. he was very nice to send me to clementi for my tuition.. we even walked from the mrt station to my tutee's house.. (sounds romantic for no reasons...)

and the best thing is he volunteered to wait for my tuition to end!!! hehe.. cause both of us ain't feeling hungry yet.. we decided to go to my house.. we played with the hardgay toy which he bought back from japan.. it's soooo cute..!!

Thursday, July 13, 2006

there seem to be some happy things in my life..

wednesday
i was dying for this day to come.. didn't think that the 6 days from break camp to now passed by sooooo slowly.. the whole day i was in a excited mood and was very chirpy at work.. i keep counting down to the hours before i will see my beloved max.. hehe

i went home after work to kill sometime.. left a bit late for the flight.. i endured the long mrt ride from jurong all the way to changi airport.. but i was a bit late.. before i reach. he already touched down.. i ran all the way from the mrt (T2) to the skytrain and to his belt.. (t2!!) i was so breathless when i finally reached belt 20.

i was waiting for him at the other end while he didn't came out from there.. it was so drama loh..

he bought the hardgay toy back from japan!! hehehe.. soooo cool.. i can't wait to play with it!

my new toy from japan... soooo cute! *squeeze*

we took a cab to his house where he unpacked and we had delicious supper made by his parents. after bathing and all, he showed me the photos he took during the trip.. very little ppl.. alot of buildings..

i was really tired and fall asleep to his lullabye.. (actually i fall asleep before he start singing..)

i woke up at 7:45 to prepare for work.. he was sleeping happily.. (i think he was watching world cup..). abit weird as i ate the breakfast prepared by his mom and try to make small talks.. i finally left for work and even arrived early...

sunday
this is supposely the big day that we're preparing for.. youth xtravaganza 2006..
there is 1) dance competition 2) 4-a-side street soccer tournment 3) 3-on-3 basketball competition (which i am the organiser..) 4) a bazzar..

this is the day which our whole yec was actively planning and the so called big blast! of the year..

i wake up at 7am in the morning.. actually i have to report at 8am but i was almost half an hour late.. i have to admit i was quite at a lost at this year's 3-on-3.. the one that we did 2 years ago was so much better.. maybe due to some lack of sleep, early in the morning and i was damn high..

the under 18 prelims started without much hassle.. although we were almost 1 hour behind time. but due to 2 groups never turn up, we have almost 1.5 hours of unnecessary time too.. so the 2 of them cancel out and we were pretty on time. half way through the prelims, it started raining.. what seem like a passing shower turned out to be a storm! likely, it stopped after a while of pouring.. we spend another half an hour drying the court.

soon it was 12:30pm and the open category teams came in. open only have 7 teams, so yec formed another team to make up the groupings. me dean and bernard and a volunteer formed the team called garfield.. (quite cute right? hehe)

but open category was a big hassle.. one of the teams was kicked out of the top 4 and complained that the other team was very rough.. it was indeed stated in our rules that every player only have 4 personal foul before they are fouled out.. but.. i didn't read that rules and regulations.. (okie. that's my fault..) so in the beginning we say no foul out.. and obviously some teams become vicious and do things that are despitable..

i was really quite lost at what to do.. lucky dean bernard and whye wan was around to come to a decision.. we managed to solve the problem peacefully... however.. there come another problem..
for the under18 category, there's a team representing NeeSoon East CSC.. i did not know that their fees are supposed to be paid by the CSC and therefore asked the captain to clear the registration fees when he came. later in the day there has been refund and repaying going on.. because our CSO dun allow them to play without playing.. anyways.. their in charge and danny was totally logged headed and everything..

the next irritation thing is that during the semis, it started drizzling and it wun stop!! the open cat decided to use penalty shot to rank the 1st 2nd and 3rd 4th.. the under 18s being more young and adventurous decided to play in the rain..

we had our prize giving ceremony in the hall..

the most interesting that happened that day is that one of the 18 year old basketball compeitiors was actually interested in me and want to woo me if i'm not attach.. haha.. talking about youngsters nowadays..........

i was too tired and decided to give world cup finals a miss... they all pang sei one loh.. what go clarke quay.. *sian..
i will blog more about the camp next time..

here's some fun time we had at our prince charming outing @ suntec fish and co!!!
*sings*
charming...
we're prince charming..
we're so charming...
and we love to sing...~~~~ ahhhhh~~~~


July 12

Thursday, July 06, 2006

27th June 2006, Tuesday, 07:00am
i dragged myself outta bed.. (was a bit shocked to find myself IN beng and felix's room) i washed up like a snail.. our OG gathered and make our way to lt27 for breakfast..
i had 3 pieces of bread with peanut butter.. isis seem a bit dead in the morning.. all no energy.. next on is the sponser talk.. our sponser is emitasia.. basically promoting times magazine.. actually i'm rather interested but not by the magazine but their free gift.. seem like kendrick and jiesheng subscript to it..

after the sponser talk, we have to wait for dispatchment to the battle games. so before that, all scamp seniors decided to teach the freshies the kill duck cheer (ipoh eh tai tai hey~ ya).. haha.. its quite funny lah.. the actions are...1. slap the duck2. struggle the duck3. shot the duck in the head4. swing the duck in the neck5. put the duck in the soup
anyways it was quite fun lah.. our house was the last house to go to the fields.. so we formed a formation with the 4 flags in front and all of us walking in line with the flags.. seem kinda grand.. when we reached the track. the seniors formed the bridge for freshies to go under.. its really very fun lah!!but our behaviour was later (quoted from those that knows knows..) "taking your own sweet time"

next on we had battle games.. firstly man, toilet bowl, poo poo.. something like hai dai lah.. den water droplets.. where we have to fill up a 1.5l bottle using a 0.5l bottle with holes in the bottom and have to run about 20 metres to the 1.5l bottle..

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

26th July 2006, Monday, 7:00am
we (me mich and pam) were practically dragged out of our dreams... the freshies only coming at 9am.. why we have to wake up SO early?!?!?!?!

with unopened eyes we proceed to the toilets to wash up....
we changed to the bright orange SENIORS tee.. feels weird because just about a year ago i was in some tee shirt and coming to LT23 to register as a freshie..i bought waffles for breakfast.. our famous dilys green waffle.. hahaha... just as i was happily eating (the time was like just pass 8am..) someone came and.. "isis..? your freshie is here.."

i'm like.. WHAT!? so early?! the rest are still carrying goodie bags to lt29.. i proceed to view the early bird... she is SI EN... her reasons for coming so early is because she wanted to take the shun fong che from her daddy... fair enough..

me and aini decided to stay in the lecture theatre and awaits the rest of the freshies...
i can't remember who came next.. because for the next hour the lecture theatre was buzzling with life and full of bags all over the place... haha.. there was a short introduction and scamp comm and sci club introduced themselves... after all this one ear in one ear out stuffs.. we all went out to play ice breakers.. scamp level fire hunter earthquake.. and some OG level games... next on is lunch! lunch is okie lah... (compared to last yr which was worse i think...).

right after lunch we were to check-in into raffles hall.. same old old and dirty raffles hall!! with very few and dirty toilets...!!!! we split into 4 person per room.. i'm with huiting, si en and fiona.. we went back to lt29 immediately after settling down.. (oh.. how i just wish to lie on that bed.. although it looks super dirty.........)

it's my fave part of any camp.. mass dance!! yooohoo!! the cheorography was the same as some steps repeats.. the whole thing have alot of repeat steps so quite easy to learn i guess... so we were doing a quick recap when the freshies are having a briefing on the next game, ni yao qu na li, i didn't learn it during prep camp so was practically struggling to catch up with all the steps.. the seniors will have to preform once for the freshies... but it was decided that we're too lousy and have to learn again.. so all of us try to catch the steps.. after we finished the 1st and 2nd part.. we're requested to preform for the freshies... me and felix (my old time dance partner) pair and we were standing at the front.. halfway through the dance we sort of lost track of the orientation and i even forget the steps.. so i just anyhow fa hui.. and shake about.. (soooo embarassing!!!)

after the mass dance we proceed to the game.. [Ni Yao Qu Na Li].. i dun feel like introducing the game because i dun even quite understand.. but coming to think of it.. i think this game is badly planned.. the station masters are all sooo unhelpful and the rules programme comm set is soo unclear.. most of the clues they give is unclear.. and many of my freshies are not enjoying.. i would say its quite a flop.. however.. we managed to complete the stations with some help from programmes head suanhui and even got some not bad placing in the 12 OGs..
after the game we have our annual round of cheering!!! its also the parts i hate most in any camps.. but this year it feels different.. because i am the one teaching it instead of the one learning it.. i would say this change of stand have indeed added new favours to cheering!! to think i'm actually enjoying this time round..! =)

This year we have another fun element.. ---> lionel!! he's gonna fake as a freshie!! haha.. he arrived around 6 when we came back from the toopid game.. it was quite fun acting as a senior to him!! haha.. and it is even more fun seeing him acting as a freshie!! its also good as he didn't come for 2 days of the prep camp!!

We played somemore icebreakers after dinner.. we played 'ouch obi obi' (the slap thigh game..) and i was slapped blue black by lina and felix... me and felix thought we have someone who made 3 mistakes to do forfeit.. but in the end its actually 2 times only!! and there's 3 of them.. (AND I AM ONE OF THEM!!!) so its me lionel and zongming.. we couldn't think of any forfeit pole dancing was proposed.. firstly.. i acted as the pole and the 2 of them twist and turn around me.. den i have to dance around them as they posed as 2 poles..!!

we had night games after all the rah rah-ing.. played the watergun shot ping pong ball, 123 stop, eat apple in a pill and step balloons.. i would say i still enjoys 123 stop! the most!! i love to take pictures when they have to stop!! hahaha.. nothing much during night games.. but we learn a few new cheers from pamster..

after all the fun and excitment.. its SP time!! haha.. i would love to play SP but.. there's an obvious shortage of GUYS... sooo.. no choice.. me aini pam and mich blindfolded all of the guys and freshies before taking them in rounds to their destination.. because we're one of the later groups to leave.. so the other group is already waiting for us at the destination. our pairing group is KING AUTHUR.. we had some fun disturbing most of them.. hehehe.. but the freshies are very sensitive.. the moment we're near they stop talking..! aiyo.. no fun at all!!! =(however.. i would say that SP session is really a meet and talk open blindfold bye bye thing.. i dun even contact my SP anymore.. althought i still clearing remembers his scary face during fright night..
After SP.. our OG went to NUH 7-11 for supper.. the 7-11 was so lousy!! the whole shop like only have 3 cup of cup noodles!!! -_- the stupid thing is that when we're at 7-11 king authur came too!!!! and the blindfolded freshies could recognise their voices!! so stupid.. we finally made our way back to raffles hall.. i bathed at the creepy toilet with NO hot water! *pissed*.. i was suppose to be sleeping with val huiting and sien.. in the end.. i concussed in the room of the senior boys.. sharing the same bed as pamster..
25th July 2005, Sunday 8:30pm

a few of us gathered in LT25... really quite few considering that no all seniors are around..

after dawnie's final briefing.. which finally ended at about 10+, all 8 of us proceed out to call our freshies.. i called huixuan and jiesheng.. (a bit awkward because i have to sound like a SENIOR!!) wahahaha...

we shifted our stuff to lt22 and started writing the freshies' name on the ID tag.. i was really hungry after awhile and lionel was going home.. so we all took a lift to fong seng to get supper..
(he drove us there and back..) after dinner we all cleared up and decided to sleep.. but we ended up playing asshole daidee at the back of the lecture theatre when the rest of the seniors are already meeting zhou gong.. finally around 2:30am.. we decided to tuck in to our sleeping bags.. we found this cosy and not so cold corridor in lt 22 and gossip for awhile before we dozed off....

Sunday, June 25, 2006

last update..
he called.. finally!! but the whole japan is using 3G network.. so he can't autoroam there........ -_- moreover. the guesthouse he's staying at have no internet access at all.. so he can't msn too!! what is this siazz!!!

He says that the place he's staying at is call Kawazaki.. (i ask him if can ship one motorcycle back or not... preferably kawa KRR!! lOlx.. *dream bike*)

anyways.. can order my birkies already!! linda found another person.. i'm so happy!!
i'm blogging at work again..
wanted to upload the photos from redang but max doesn't seem to be able to find the time to transfer the photos to me..

had a gathering with seekee and linda on friday.. i miss them SOOOOO much!!!

wanted to visit max cause he's been sick for 1 whole week.. but was rejected.. (i was quite upset over that actually..)

but now he's in japan already and i can't complaint also... but he didn't call me back like he promised.. *sprout*

blog without picture is soooooo boring....

anyways.. i'm suppose to be ordering birkies today... BUT!! hai.. the website increased the free delivery from $249 to $279.. and we were 4 dollar less!!!! arghhh... now i cannot order.. =( UPSET!!!!

but the happy thing is that a few days ago i reserved tickets to taipei.. me zhen hanwei and yixiang is going taipei on 29 july!! (isn't that exciting!!?!?!) den cause when i reserved the tickets i didn't put the correct particulars for zhen (cause i couldn't get her on the phone.. she was already meeting zhou gong...) The last time i enquiry about changes.. i was told i have to pay a change charge and top up the balance for the new tickets.. (i brought the last promotional tickets at 74 per trip.. den the going trip increased to 148..) i was like.. &^&*@^#^@&%@^$% ... fine...
den we have already decided to share the cost.. but today when i call up jetstar and changed her passport details.. and person says change passport details dun have to pay extra..!! i'm sooooo happy lahz.. lOlx.. so our plane tix is only 250.. quite cheap isn't it?? hehehehe...

other happy things are ITS SCAMP TML!!! although this year my group almost 10 girls and only 2 guys.. but i hope it will be fun!! really looking forward to scamp.. although i know i will be wore out at the end of the camp...

update again when i come back from SCAMP 06!!!

Thursday, June 15, 2006

i'm at work now....

half an hour to knock off.. just to go to another work.. tuition at roanna's place..

i dun wanna teach tuition lah!!! i wanna slack...... argh.. i'm FOC (full of complaints.) *quoted from seekee..*

life is ever so boring...

2 months to school start..

Monday, June 12, 2006

i'm back!!!!

HoorayS!!!!

been away for more than 2 months.. finally back with a new outlook!! like my new blogskin??

i've been searching for something like this 2 months back.. but couldn't find any.. and den was too busily caught up with exams and all.. and finally.. yeah!!! its back to beachy feel!!! some as my feeling now.. still wanna relax...

wanted to load up photos when i revamp.. but the photos are not ready.. its okie.. i will put them up some other days den..

i still wun be posting much cause internet connection has been really slow.. for unknown reasons... hmm.. so yup!! see you guys around!!

Thursday, April 06, 2006

I think this is a vicious cycle..

you dun study hard during the term..
you wanna study hard before the exams..
but because there's too much to do..
you dun feel like studying..
and you flunk ur exams...

that's what happened to me..

Friday, March 31, 2006

I missed my last TC class.. to think i practice the conversation for 30 mins last night..

damn.. i totally screwed my japanese this sem...

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sometimes ppl dun understand themselves...
so they dun understand what they're doing or feeling or whatsoever..

sometimes i dun understand myself.. so i dun understand what i'm doing or trying to do..

most times.. u dun understand me.. so u dun understand why i'm behaving this way.

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Did i mentioned that my laptop is spoilt?!?

anyways.. i'm back to the very small IBM 240x.. its screen is about 7" only.. the rest can use ur imagination..

finally called the person at the service centre today.. obviously the hard-disk is STILL outta stock(after 2 weeks) and no idea when there will be stock...! hai.. i want my lappie BACK!!!

i have no songs except yes933 online.. i wanna die..

anyways.. i beat the rain in coming back to hall today.. hehe.. back in my room when it started raining.. seem like its raining everyday!! i can't wait for 10th April to come.. its max's project submission deadline.. (i'm sure he's hoping that day dun come..) but i can't.. cause i will be receiving alot of tuition fees before that!! hehehe.. and moreover.. his project would have ended and we can finally study together!!!

I'm totally living a healthy lifestyle right now.. sleeping before 2am everynight and waking up at around 8am.. but i hasn't been seeing linda, my beloved neighbour, for very long!! Cai, i miss u..!!!

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some consideration..

after doing gen bio and genes and soci.. i discovered my interest for life sciences is stronger than chemistry.. pondering on whether to change major next yr or not.. but if i switch now i will grad 1 sem later than i am suppose to.. should i...??? moreover.. life sciences is also totally not an easy to score major..

now.. back to my essay.. (i am dreaming of the redang trip in may already.....)

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

seem like i'm more consistant in blogging for ONCE..

hahaha.. maybe because i'm more abandoned den ever..


anyways.. i had one first real life skidding experience today... (out of the driving centres...)..
okok.. before anyone grabs the phone and try to find out if i'm fine..
i didn't really skid.. i mean yes i skid as in my back wheel was locked and i still went forward resulting in the back of the bike swing to the left.. but my bike didn't drop neither did i fall out.. i managed to stir and keep it upright.. although it was a close one cause one of the NUS internal shuttle bus was just right behind me..

anyways.. as i was really pretty frightened.. i rode slowly for the rest of the journey to my tutee's new house in toa payoh.. (also because i dunno the road and need to constantly look our for where to turn.. i managed to follow most of the directions given by streetdirectory.com.sg... but at the last part.. i used my own cleverness and tried another road.. only to not being able to find the place at all!! the rain stopped and i was 1 hour late...!

took another wrong turn when coming back ending up on PIE towards changi airport (where i wanna go jurong..) but managed to find the way to CTE (towards city) and linked to AYE (jurong) finally.. anyways.. i was much faster in coming back as i travelled at 80kmh almost all the time.. (while i mostly travelled at 50kmh when i was headin there..)

anyways.. i was damn hungry when i came back and swallowed my dinner in 10 mins.. never did eat so fast in my life..

helped max with his model by cutting the wooden strips.. but i dun think i was of much help because he have to spend time toking to me while we cut and its definately slower than cutting it himself.. hehe. anyways.. not sure if we're still taking another same module together.. but if we are i wanna take one with tutorial class.. cause we skipped all the lectures and now there's no more lectures.. i haven enjoyed the feeling of studying together!!!! anyways.. tonnes of stuff to complete

1. my long overdue for damn long lab reports..
2. my essay's deadline is this friday!!!
3. proposal for the youth day 3-on-3 basketball match.. due on saturday!!!
4. my many many webcast that i have yet to watch any!!!!
5. plan my redang trip!
6. OAC overseas trip!!!!
7. time to find a part time now!!!
8. JAP oral test in 2 weeks..!!
9. QET oral pres in 6 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10.
11.
12.
too much to list... just do it... lah!

Monday, March 27, 2006

its seem like years past since i last posted...

but in actual fact only barely 20 days have passed by...

why does time goes by soooo slowly...???

i wish its may now...

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maybe its because i didn't blog for too long.. seem hard to start writing bout my life here again.. ppl dun even understand what the hell i'm trying to say!!

anyways.. exams are in less than 1 mth.. many things are passing thru my mind now..

leave of absence for a year?
application to transfer to some US college?
staying hall for another year?
too much stuff... not forgetting the fact that youth day is coming and ulu pandan YEC have some big event lining up...

SIAN.. somebody save me!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

sometimes i wonders..

what are the factors that creat happiness..? is it satisfactory?? is it friends?? is it grades?? or is it finding the right person in life..

sometimes i wonders if i'm satisfied with my life..
sometimes i wonders if i put in enough effort for my friends..
sometimes i wonders how i can make up for the lagging studies..
sometimes i wonders how to make myself stay away more from you..

most of the time i'm trying not to fall more for you..

what am i doing?!

Friday, March 03, 2006

maybe it wasn't the commitments...

maybe it was me all along..

hmm... i think we need more space......

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

my first day riding a bike and an outing with NUS motorcycling club..

our photo shoot.. guess which is my bike?? posing with kelly with hers and richard's suzuki gxs-r 400/1000.. woooo...

Kulai outing 19th Feb with NUS Motorcycling Interest Group.. the yummy food that we ate!! especially the fried ice cream in the middle!!! trash all my diet plans.... Posted by Picasa
girls night on 6th feb..

happy valentines day.. my pressie to him.. (top left is my model.. top right is my painting.. life size about 3 piece A1 height.. 2 piece A1 width.. the big big box.. which contains nothing much.. picture of the slippers cause gave him already.. lOlx.. and a seat cushion that he doesn't know how to use.. -_-

we went to west coast park !! the first and only time that he let me pillion.. hehe.. i edited the pic cause it was too dark.. Posted by Picasa
this is soooo amazing.. crystals forming on the filter paper..!!

they look like little trees...||  Posted by Picasa

Sunday, February 12, 2006

maybe u're not as excited as i am..

maybe i just over-reacted..

but. sorry dear. i wun ask u to do what u dun like again..

Monday, February 06, 2006

I hate V-days.......

I hate V-days more when i'm attached..

And its just 1 more week and i have no idea what to do..

why ppl anticipate the arrival of that stupid day where i have classes from 10am to 8pm non-stop!?!

tuesdays sucks big time...

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

To my dear..

Happy First Month...!!


you might think its not a big thing. but it meant alot to me..
thanks...... for the ice cream.. and thanks for being there..

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

when nobody understands.. at least you does..
i want someone like that..

or maybe.. i'm just being plain childish and insensitive...
Alright. this is a bit late.. but..

Last monday 23rd Jan 2006.. i finally passed my motorbike TP..!! yeahhhh.. tried 2 times den pass.. although that was the most case for my friends.. hehe.. heng i pass. no money to do the 3rd try already..

anyway.. i did my photocard license and go it on this last sat! (CNY eve.. hehe. some kinda angbao..)




Nothing much here.. just that i went to the sci club room last wed for some scamp seniors interview and i saw this 2 bears.. they're so big and so cute..!!! and i love "me to you" bears!!! so here's the photo of me with them.. hehehehehehe..

Monday, January 30, 2006

Stacy, you're looking for a Frisky Fling

You're ready for an adventurous, free-spirited affair to remember. And if it comes in the form of someone who shakes up your world a bit, helps you expand your horizons, then decides to stay for awhile — all the better.

It's not that you don't want a serious relationship. It's just that you might rather get there with someone who's equally committed to having fun for now. Ever wanted to drive up the coast or across your town in a red convertible? Interested in staying at a restaurant so late the chef himself joins you at the table for a late night cappuccino? Or are you really more into a no-strings-attached companion?
For some people, a good fling starts with someone you can spend the whole day in bed with — whether you're under the covers or playing cards in your PJs. But for others a fling is just a light-hearted approach to finding a different way to spend quality time with someone new.

Damn.. am i really such a flirt?

Sunday, January 29, 2006

got some pictures to upload.. but forgot to bring my blue tooth or memorysticks back home..
so just gotta wait..

i haven been updating ppl not in my hall regrading most things.. i guess its time i bring him here into the virtual world of my life.

3 weeks into school start. most things have stablised. with the increasing amount of work for school and for hall.. it seem like a real bad timing to be getting attached.. and yet i did..

been recently wondering why did i decided to give up my lovely singlehood for endless frustrating thoughts and worries.. i hasn't got the reason yet.. but been wondering bout this r/s..

for a start.. we're too alike in someways. although i know he'll react this way. yet i'm expecting something more. and i know maybe i should have mention some stuff to him. but putting myself in his situation.. i'll be pissed too..

i'm complaining over here. and it'll be boring.. u can click the escapesss on top and leave this page now.. hehe.. i'm just bored at home and dun wanna type my reports.. hehe.. moreover.. i haven been updating and i should just type something. to record my own feelings also mah..

anyways.. somethings are hard to say.
sometimes i'll think of him frequently. sometimes i wun think of him at all.. even joyful things i'll choose not to tell him first.. this make me feel very weird. nothing like that has ever happened before leh..

he went to bintan with his parents this morning. he told me he'll be setting off at 8am. as his gf.. i should have wake up at 7:30 or something to wish he "yi lu shun feng".. as my bf i expect him to at least sent me another msg before he board the boat.. isn't that the right way?? well.. i didnt wake up that early. and neither did he msg me.. that's a very very bad similarity. we're both so damn bo chap!! dunno is good or bad.. we dump ppl for the same reason - over possessive... but that might be the biggest obstruction for our development.. cause none of us really care much bout each other. (not sure bout him.. but i know i dun care much..)

i switch our 1st month dinner to the next day so i can eat dinner with scamp ppl.. (den now they cancel the dinner. den i dunno whether to ask him if he wants to change back.. like very not sincere like that..)
i ask him out for lunch den pang seh so that i can have lunch with my sec school friends.. and when he tell me he's having lunch alone i said: "so pitiful.. but u use to eat alone also mah.." what kinda shitty gf i am arh? i think i forgot how to be a good gf already. i forgot how alike we are and how i'll feel if treated this way.. although this can be said as i dun zhong se qing you.. but its less than 1 month!!!

sometimes i feel as if i'm treating him the way max treats linda sometimes.. over-insensitive.. but situation is not as bad because he's not as sensitive as linda..

had a good talk with him last sunday.. was complaining that i dun feel in love at all. [i talked to zhen bout this and she was like.. "u all are not behaving like couples!! u all are behaving like married for 10 years!!"] i agree with her totally.. we're living lifes so routinely that it felt as if nothing much changed just that he's appearing more often in front of my door and there's an addition of some itimacy..

i dunno if i'm still not used to "he's my bf" or too used to his bo chap-ness.. i feel weird when he become a bit more romantic.. for a instance.. my first reaction to him calling me dear (over msn somemore) is "are u max?" followed by "why u call me dear?!" (yes with the exclaimation mark).. when he answered "for fun lo" i felt better...... *frown* normally i'll smile to myself and feel damn blissful.

we went for our first movie (us only movie) last thurs. dunno if he kept the tickets.. i want it back!! anyway. those who haven watch HOU YUAN JIA go and catch it soon!!! its very nice!!! i'll give 4/5 stars..

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Happy CNY to All!!!

i'm finally more back to blogging..

will be uploading pics soon.. hehe..

lesser than 1 month into the year and i've already gotten 2 outta 6 wishes on my wishlist..!! ain't i lucky?? hehe..

Monday, January 16, 2006

Sunday, January 01, 2006

weird feeling today..
but. definately feeling blissful..