Thursday, December 15, 2005

A new blogskin!!!!

yeah. finally changed. i realised that i love to change my blogskin when i have nothing much to do..

i been having rehearsal after rehearsals until i'm quite yun tou zhuang xiang..

i think from next week onwards. i dun wan to stay for the rehearsals liao. i'm not required also but its good to have more ppl to help read the lines. still haven settle this friday's rehearsals.. hmm. its really tiring sometimes.. but.. JIA YOU girl!!!

was at hV coffee club for a meetup session with huiting and jolene. my long lost sec school besties.. we accidentally run into jye shyang (our sec schoolmate too) who is having his primary school class gathering. haha. so happening!!

guess OAC is not having our outing anymore. *sulk*..

having an early night today cause bball is training at 8am..!!! and squash at 3. vball at 9.. zZzzzz

Monday, December 12, 2005

yah. must settle the being TAGged thingy... i dunno why am i doing this. but...

Rules of the game:
1. post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself
2. at the end, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this, and leave a "you are tagged" comment and tell them to read your blog for rules"

5 random things bout me.

1. my name is spelt as STACY not stace not stacie and not STACEY!!! haha.. i just have to mention that.. cause too many ppl are getting it wrong. Stace is a short form. so that my name will only have 1 syllabus.. and easier to call.. (can't ask me to spell it as stac right? how to pronounce?)

2. i'm 170cm. but i hate being tall. my aspiration is to marry a decisive man and be the woman behind him. wahaha. (just a tot.. its like just for laughs..)

3. argh.. i'm stuck already.... after thinking for damnnnn long
i used to like fann wong alot. had all her albums and went for her concert. but it was soo long since i even accidentally switch to channel 8 during my channel surfings. i didn't give a damn about sg channels since i got my scv.. my last drama with fann in it is "wo lai ye"

4. i am a PRC. not a fake one. and i'm a singaporean who holds a PINK IC..!i have double citizenship because i'm under 21. i came to singapore since i'm 5. hence i dun sound like one. and yes. i'm the only child.. (bout the name thing. i changed it when i was in sec 3. haha. that's why dun sound like prc..)

5. i was in NPCC during my secondary school days. but franking. i love freedom too much to be in any discipinary-driven CCAs. i love my np-mates but hate my np days..

tze yeong. thanks arh. its damn hard!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna tag... key. fidel. zhenyang. amylia and timothy!!

Sunday, December 11, 2005

saturday.

had a good chat with maxiao. we chit chat from 1am to 4am... (although i know he will never read the below mentioned.. but..)

thanks bud. u're really a good advicer. and u can really be persistant when u're curious..!!
p.s. i try not to speak too much bad things about u if ubother to sing for me again!! wahaha.. was real sweet when u sang the 2 little tigers thing. wahaha..



to linda: thanks girl.. i hope u feel a lot better now!! and i love u too..!!! i may not be always a phone call away. but do spill to me and i will sit there and listen to u always!! might not be a good advicer. but at least can be a good listener. but remember what i say. be dependent on the right person..!! =)


now. i do regret sleeping that late.. cause i almost couldn't wake up for my final bike evaluation. and warm up rounds was damn sucky. but i luckily passed with 18 pts. (that's the max u can get w/o any immediate failures to pass). i guess it was leniency on the part of the instructors. but i believe there was more mistakes den what i did. like wide turning for U-turn. wobble a damn lot during lane changes.. anyways. i booked the test on the 28th. now. need to go change the rehearsal schedules le....

rushed down for bball friendlies with hall 6. started off with the guys. scoring was very tight for the first half. we went out for warm ups at the beginning of 3rd quart. when we come back the game's ending and they lose by 6pts. then it was our turn..

hmm..... well.. i played yet another benched game.. wahaha. (see i predicted that in my last entry..) i guess its the lack of experience in competitions bah. was like so used to being benched sometimes i wonder why i bother to go for friendlies in SA.. must go back for more senior junior matches so i can brush up my skills.. we did.. (or should i use..) they did free style attacking most of the time. lack of communication was quite a hinder in scoring. and i think we just dun have enuff mo qi. although when its all seniors i was alright.. haha.. anyways. the scoring was very slow and at 3rd quart we were only 12-12.. diao. in the end. i think could be the change in ball size and our their lack of stamina.. (okie. i admit.. i feeling sourish..)

didn't have much mood to stay back for dinner and went home straight after that.. i was real tired and fall died straight on my bed... i didn't wake up all the way until sunday 9am..

sunday.

nothing much today. just had breakfast with yuzhen. good to catch up with new friends.. update again later!!

Friday, December 09, 2005

had a real busy day today.

8-11:30
duty at ICE conference. (this is the only time i managed to wake up. strangely enough. i was so tired until i didn't hear my alarm clock at all..!! glad linda called me.. if not i will sleep till the sun goes down.

12-2
had production rehearsal. i subbed as one of the actors. hmm. acting is REAL hard. and its really not my cup of soup bah. (but i tot i loved to act).. i agree that i have alot of expressions. but i really dunno how to react today. although we tried the script for alot of times.

2-4
squash training. only 5 of us. i'm very very very bad at the back hand. and only occassionally able to hit the forehand balls. i'm a bit able to serve the ball. i guess there's alot of effort needed on my part bah.. play one round of squash with yihong. the score was 9-1. guess who is the one lah.. -_-||

4-6
went to queensway to get sports bra. (actually didn't tot of going queensway de. but cause linda went there. in the end bought 1 nike SB and 2 FBT shorts. we so qiao. bought the same colour of SB. and i was thinking of getting a pair of red FBT. and she bought a red FBT too..!! my god. haha.. we're really.. hmm...

6-8
had self practise session at bbdc. firstly arriving 40 mins late for the session (that one i asked for it. no time still wanna go queensway..).. leaving me with only 60 mins to practise for my final evaluation tml. got a bike with super sucky brakes. and i did E brake for my first station of the day. that was a completely dumb action..!! who do E brake when the brake isn't even warmed up..?!? and guess what. i skidded lah. heng was only going at 30kmh. if not can prepare funeral already..

next on i tried S course. first time i went stepping on the foot brake. just trying out. in the end.. completely screwed the 2nd circle and wobble here and there. crank was worse. i hit neutral gear and was wobbling like mad.

my lane change was at all time terrible state.. i think the only thing that can make it was my plank.. haiz................... 8.01 tml morning!!!!! i'm going to FAIL!

8-10
cabbed back to hall to be just in time for time for bball training. we started with shooting. my only can make it spot is under basket.. we did defence after that before we played match against each other. i was really performing badly. but again. i never did perform well ever in a match. maybe only once. when i was still quite fit. and forced to play with seniors against my own team cause they dun have centres.. haiz. how..?

today's training have almost the full team coming down.. and whoa.. its really alot of ppl. never saw so many ppl at a bball training before..!! the import players was real good lah..!! their actions are fast and swift. and they can really da kuai.. while my stamina need to improve another 10000 times before i can play with them..

and my skills need to improve another 100000000000000 times. before i can play in an official match. or its just a off form day..? or maybe the attacking was too of a free play until i dunno what to do also.. haiz. sports makes u happy. and makes u sad at the same time. but.. we humans still love them. maybe i'm just not make out to be competitive sports person... was never in the bball circle anyway..

comes to think of it. i never did blend with my team mates last time. slept through the whole training tour in thailand. never did officially hang out at the ball table. worse than during 1st 3 months. (i think i was either ponning school too much or just stick to linda seek and jars they all too much..). did turn up for half their outings. even when i'm there. there isn't much to say..

my outside team gombak. and place where my bball skills finally got better. actually i do miss the days when coach made us training with ah siao's guys.. its good that we get to use those heavy balls to do our lay up. i tot my left hand layup was like much better after he trained me. but now.. i can do right hand and laugh liao.. i missed jumping over the benches and bricks.. i miss running overhead bridges. i miss my stable footwalk and free throws. i miss the old fitter me. i guess its time i really do tone up..!

its hall 6 games tml. just like another friendly when i only get to sit on the bench (like those days in SA) cause the good players can play for the whole 4 quarts. the most rest for 5 mins.
i'm fine just sitting there. better than going on court and lose face..

Thursday, December 08, 2005

actually nothing much to blog about also.

hmm.

training from 5-10 on tuesday.

first training with the bball team after exams. everyone was a bit off form bah? or maybe its just me?? but. when was i ever on form? (even on form also not on court.)
training ended with us learning screen and roll. (my worseeee! drill..)

after that..
my first official vball training since i gave up that sport after a theft incident.
glad that the coach welcomed me (whose not in the team) to learn the sport with them..!!
my arms hurt now..!! but i had fun.. feel abit out of place. afraid that i might be pulling back their progress.. maybe must work harder on my own account??

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

today..

packed my room.

pei julia go acer building at IBP to repair her laptop.

went for 6.01 bike prac (blur the whole class but pass)

came back play diner dash

suddenly decided to book 7.01 prac. and realise there's one tonight!! but i didn't realise the time when i book the lesson. 9:40 class i book at 9:25. very clever hor. immediately rush out for the class.

did 4 times U turn and 4 times curb side U turn. the curb side one no prob. the road one. sux. only 1st time i did fine. and other 3 times all like shit. so failed. diao.

came back to plan the rehearsal schedule for productions. den nus email dunno what crap problem..!!! damn. i cannot access. so cannot access the casts' schedule also. cause they email me..!! damn damn damn..!!
things are finally clear btw me and xian. after so long. we're better off being normal friends. for the rest of our lives! hahaha.

this is the details. (somewhat there lah)

time: 02:15am 5th Dec 2005

him: u wanna tok to me? (my personal nick is "i really wanna tok to u. if u ever get it")
me: u didn't answer my ques!!
him: when u ask anything?
me: this afternoon..!!
him: i was died on my bed this afternoon (means he didn't see)

(alright benefit of doubt)

me: i want to ask what bout us.
him: oh. sorry. blah blah blah (super off topic stuff lah!!)
me: okie. i get it. dun disturb u liao
him: later u say i didn't tok to u again..
(linda came and interrupt with a few sentences)
me: u're not obliged to tok to me anyways.
him: hmmm
me: i know. we still good friend canz?
him: yup.
him: dun think so much k.
me: i think a lot le. i dun wanna think anymore. actions speaks louder den words and i understand.
blah blah blah.
him: u wan to watch chicken little
me: (complained about zhen watched with her bro liao)
him: we go watch on wednesday wanz? (o.O. change so fast..)
me: alright.
blah blah blah.

the end.

i'm quite happy actually. some ppl are just meant to be friends. this incident make me sort of understand myself better. (i think so).
one thing for sure. i didn't like him that much. cause if i do. i wun be feeling nothing at all after this still quite unclear clarification. In a way. i'm relief. at least i didn't compensate with the friendship.
at least i still have my movie khaki with me. hehe.
hey xianz. friends forever lahz.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

i finally took up the courage to ask him. and. he didn't reply... wth..

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Exams are finally over. i did feel relief.. but didn't feel as happy as expected.

maybe its him. maybe its me. maybe its just the unfinishing tasks.

came back to hall after my last paper and lunch with freddie. slept all the way until 12midnight (i didn't wake up for my sa bball gathering!!! (regretful)..)

bathe tok abit cock with linda and went back to sleep again..

went suntanning with linda and elaine at sentosa on friday morning.. nothing beats a good suntanning session!!

ate lunch with them at the food court opposite habour front. (budget budget!!)

went home and watch TV after that.. (i was suppose to pack my room for the tenant!!!) and fall asleep. den went for training at gombak..

my hall's bball training clash with the gombak one. meaning i can't train in dec with them!! sian.

came back. (still trying to clean up my room. but failed AGAIN!!) den was chatting with hongseng and yiwei bout xian's stuff..

den yiwei bring up one point. and hongseng another.. so together. i finally found my solutions. that is. just clarify with him loh.

yiwei's right. so what if i can't answer "do u really like him" questions.. because sometimes we like without feeling it..

when i spoke to hongseng. i self realise that. its not he not maintain the r/s. but i not making an effort as well. and i have to play a role in that. and i'm just being too passive..

both yiwei and hongseng said that not all guys will ask again.. (although both of them will!!) and i dun have to tell him straight to the face lah. i just want to clarify things once and for all.
i dun want anymore thoughts on this anymore!! tired le..

no matter what the outcome is. i shall be happy.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

yesterday...

I finally CUT my hair!!!

a new hair cut!! look refreshing!

Saw some antique cars exhibition at IMM..

cool antique cars...

Met up with JC classmate for dinner (dessert?) seek. jars. unda. elaine. jialin. i love u all!!!

After chatting with them at bugis breko for almost 3 hours. i headed to Club Momo for the NTU sports bash. met up with sec school friends.!! kaijiedaddy. lixianmummy. yiwei ge. christopher. taiyuan. his gf (wooo. reminds me of some korean drama female lead).yingyu. karheng. jasmineho. yiping. the club's too dark so never take too many photos.

Nothing is better than a meetup with old friends. and good food!!


Today..
almost couldn't wake up for my bike prac this afternoon!! anyways. SP sux! alright. it didn't.. the bike did. i will remember. "no. 2" never take it again in my life!!

went for my first road lesson!! riding had never been so exciting! but i'm really scared of the van car bus and lorries..!! was riding suddenly check my blind spot den got this red van from no where just come beside me..!! i know the lane is wide... but Mr Van. u scared the hell out of me..! heng i only wanted to move to the side of the lane. not make a turn. if not i think i will really die..!!!

that's this stretch of long road where we can go up to 70kmh. it was really shiok lah!! i was like at hmm 65kmh. wah. can't wait to ride 90 on the expressways!!! hmm.. i'm suppose to be the road hog leh.. now seem like i'm going to spd.. wahaha

but in the end. due to the countless mistake i made. i failed and have to go back again. the worse thing is.. nobody in my class passed. i think. is must take 2 time de. haha.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

i can't study. i'm already in holiday mood..!! only 2 days! 2 DAYS!!!

how to finish at least reading thru all the notes?? 60 MCQ openbook doesn't mean i wun screw the damn paper. shit..! only read 1 chapter since morning..!!!

did everyother thing besides studying..

weixian (TH one) mention something about me being slim last time and look pretty nice in bikinis.. now.. who the hell told him that..!?!?!?!?! even.. possible suspects. TY. Maxiao. (maybe JiaJie..) weird..

but den. that induced me to dig out my desktop from inside my cabinet and got the old pictures.. hmm. i must diet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! although i'm not that motivated also. fan zheng mei ren yao. anyhow also nevermind lah! Too bored hence decided to post some old times pictures..


uniform seduction..!!!! (alright. not seducive..) from right top.. last day in SAJC.trying out pinafole (or however u spell it..).. last day in NHSS.. days in first 3 mths..

me and my different hairstyles.. from top right.. super short and spikey hair! rebonded hair.. short and dyed hair.. black tied up hair..

when i was healthy and tanned and slim..!!!! june 2004...

i was still healthy and tanned and slim.. sep 2004..

fat already liao!!! top - dec 2004.. bottom may and june 2005

Argh...!!! StUDy StUDy StUDy!!!!

Monday, November 28, 2005

I was sooo tired from work over the weekend that i sleep until 2pm today!! bought lunch from fongseng tok cock abit den went to watch harry potter with jian wen.

we went to the new marina square and guess what.. i got lost! damn.. its quite big lah.. that's why.. harry potter is like 2.5 hrs and its quite nice! although got ppl died den i dun like.. sadded.. i dun like shows where ppl dies!!!!!! especially since that SPL thingy..

we went for dinner at carls jrs for the first time.. here's what i ate...

the burger is very big leh!!!!!!!!!! and the fries is not nice also.. but their onion rings tasted damn nice..

walked around before we headed home.. that's my day......

last paper in 3 days!!! zZz

Thursday, November 24, 2005

alison woke me up at 11:15am.. thank god i have them. if not i think i sure overslept for my paper today.
i didn't blank out at the paper. the paper blank out on me. i wrote completely wrong information on my paper. showing my bimbo-ness. moreover.. i couldn't answer some parts of the paper. damn sian.
really feel damn upset with myself. sort of feeling very lethargic and didn't want to go for movies le. but..
anyway. we reached cineleisure and i saw....

chicken little!!!!!!


wanted to watch skyhigh but cineleisure wasn't showing. so we were deciding between a hongkong show - SPL and just like heaven. maybe i look very sian. den we took damn long to decide which show to watch. when we finally decide for just like heaven.. we only left with 2 front rows to choose from. so in the end we watched SPL.

erm. its a quite bloody show. and i dun really understand it. its basically just revenge and killings. reminds me of kill bill (but abit more story line lah..) and happy tree friends. whatever it is, its just violence. and i didn't kind the ending cause my favourite character died..

Both of us were starving after the show. and we went to eat...

delicious billy bombers' burgers... *drool*


discovered this new pub outside heeren. they practically build the whole place themselves lah!! its like out of no where.. One part of the pub that i find damn romantic.. wondering if it can take my weight..

new chill out place outside heeren --- "balcony"...

Walked along orchard to go home.. the beautiful xmas decor were all lighted up.. and the place look very nice. but i feel so feelingless.. no holiday mood whatsoever.. i can't even pull a proper smile. tell anyone that my last paper is 7 days later and i sorta end my exams already i think they also wun believe...

orchard road beaming with xmas mood.


we walked to around wheelock place area and there's...

somebody's photo exhibition..

The exhibition was titled "from top of the world"

The pictures was all taken from the top view of things. The pictures shows something.. the polluted environment. agricultural beauty..

its really a loooong stretch of photos.. i was feeling very tired when i was done seeing them all.

xian send me back to hall. hope i didn't spoil his day by being so moody..

sidetrack: my good friend Dexi anyhow gave my number to his friend alvin. and his friend. msg me as if i know him for 1000 years. i didn't reply the first sms (quite long ago) cause i really have no idea who the hell is he. (he didn't even intro. i think he said something like asking me out..). yesterday he sms me again, saying that he's alvin, am i stacy? i said yes and ask if he is the starhub alvin. cause too many alvins lah. he didn't answer my questions and instead ask if he could call me. i tot he's the starhub alvin. but cause i was heading for my CM1111 paper. so i say i will tok to him later.

after my papers. i ask him if he's working for the expo roadshow this weekend. den he start clarifying that he's not that alvin but another alvin that i never met before in my life! (damn dexi.. u anyhow give number and never even bother to tell me..!!).. anyway. my phone was flat and i didn't sms back. got back to him when i was back in hall. den anyhow say i was going to sleep so ignore him loh. den today i sms dexi ask him to give the alvin my msn den we chat online loh. den dexi say he doesn't have. so i reply saying that "huh. he say he have leh.. why u intro weird friends to me?" dexi never reply and i didn't really bother.

halfway thru the show with xian.. he sms me demanding a reason for why i didn't reply his msg since yesterday.. (i was like. huh? i'm ur wife arh?).. after that he started telling me that i shouldn't have went to bother dexi since we already know each other. (so now is the agency and the client lah..) thereafter he ask me why i dun want to chat with him on the phone. and only willing to sms (damn u. i'm having exams and how long u think i know u? what makes you think that i should fucking entertain u?) so i reply. why u so fierce? den he says that he seem fierce on sms but actually not so fierce in person.. den he continue he's "can i call u" thing. and i said i was in a movie. and he reply this "At where? N until wat time?" i was damn pissed already and i say why u like interrogating me like that. damn irritated. den he say cause he wants to chat with me den i keep saying tml tml.. den i was really going to fume already and i blurt out... "friends only mah! dun need so aggressive lah!!!

how come got this kind of people de..!!?!?!?!?!?!

P.S. i think i missed the timing. or maybe somethings are just not meant to be..

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

feeling a mixed of feeling now.

sad. regretful. guilty. pissed. frustrated. numbed

to think the CM1111 paper today was sooo easy.
how i regret not studying harder in the evening.
how i regret not even trying to memorise the period table.
how i regret not going for lectures.
how i regret not turning up for the final test.
how i regret not drinking that chicken essence that will help me improve my memory.
how.. how..
the exact same question came out in the paper as what i read from my tut 10 mins before i enter that dreadful mpsh 5. and i forgot the answer. damn.

i promise i will study hard and consistently next sem.

went to do manicure. how can i still have the mood to relax?
hope i will feel better after my SS paper.
hope seeing xian can cheer me up?
hope.. hope..

working this weekend at expo. that's damn far lah!!!!!!! can i dun go? damn. if i know at expo i will not go already lah! but start 9:30am.. if they end at 9:30 den i will clock 3 hours of OT. 31.50 leh! den like that one day have like 90bucks. can lah. pasir ris i also go..

going to sleep. shall mug hard when i wake up!! and reward myself with movie with xian! yay!!

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

didn't sleep the whole night to study for jap.
but in the end. haiz. i completely forgot about the kanji part. and when i realise.. there wasn't enough time to study and i dunno which part to study!!!!

the paper is from 9-11 and i fall asleep at 10am while reading the comprehension part of the paper. wake up 20mins later and quickly finished up the paper. totally screwed. my katakana and kanji is like totally WRONG!!! damn sian.

it was raining when we came out and jerry gave us a lift back to hall. i went to bed immediately but only fall asleep at around 12.

yea..!! can start teaching tuition in dec le!! hehe. my tutee msg me saying that can start tuitioning in dec.. my 2.5 lesson's money trapped there... finally can get it back le.

completely no confidence in CM1111 tml. i have no idea what went on for that module for the pass sem.

woke up at 4 and studied with maxiao's friends, junwei and melvin, at C1. While maxiao happily sleep in his room (we failed to make him wake up). He is A PIG!!!

ate dinner and continue studying. but actually more of like gossiping and chit chating with jun wei and melvin. found out that melvin is a hardcore cat-lover.. haha. can be good friends with key and colin. den can play with tiger and panda. hahaha..

continued slacking in my room until now..! arghhh.. i never study at all....!!!!!! ::sad::

Monday, November 21, 2005

Had my first paper today. CM1101. tot it was pretty alright. But everyone else was telling me that the paper is hard. now i have no confidence at all..!!!! haiz.

Took a photo with amy today. i like the pin she used to pin her scarf..!!
Its PINK..! hahahahaha..


after paper blues.....

Went to meet junhao after the paper. to get my pdl done up at bbdc.
went for dinner before going back to hall..

old time buddy -- junhao!

what ever it is. its mugging time..!! still have alot of vocab to memorise for tml's jap test..! and i want to do my laundry also.. zzZ....

Saturday, November 19, 2005

last night..
was really in absolutely NO mood to study.. keith called at 8:30pm and ask me whether wanna go pei him eat dinner. hmm. i certainly dun mind! jap is BORING! went to fong seng and talked cock for quite awhile.. long time since we hanged out together. (since june!!!)

after dinner he came to chill (CHILL.. o.O?) in my room. we browsed thru pictures and friendster. too bored. chat with him for awhile on his car before he left to settle his unfinished businesses.. (hmm..)

The evidence of me invading his car is shown below.

uncle keith came to visit..!!

went back to my room after sending uncle keith away and continue to not study.. luke and max came by before heading to fong seng. asked them to pack hot milo for me. wanted to go to bed after awhile but they are not back yet.

they came back with TY and my drink. now. this is the beginning of the crazy night. we started with taking photos in my room (making so much noise till b2 ppl come and complaint..).. scandaling around. forming gaying 3.


exam stress leads to craziness. taken in my room..

Thereafter proceed to TY's room and continue taking photos. (actually is just TY lah. he keep snapping photos. and max and i keep fighting for the bed. so in the end.. the 3 of us.... hmm...

jianyu the poor victim of toothbrush crazy TY was captured on the way to brush his teeth.. and forced to pose and snap a photo with TY.

more craziness in TY's room..

Finally we ended the ordeal and i went to slp in Max's room. why can't i sleep in my room arh? hmm..

Today..

woke up at 10+. they didn't wake me up for breakfast!! those 2 pigs. wake up to see max playing some stupid game (as stupid as those puzzle games i always play lah..) damn free. no need exams arh??

went back to my room to see linda's note on the door.

hmm. now. that make me sound absolutely like a PIG! but. i wasn't in my room!! how to wake me up..!??!?!?

hahaha. made a new friend -- wee tat, julia's friend. he got small eyes. like seekee's. (opps..wahaha.) went to bbdc to make my pdl. was damn excited. but the traffic police counter's personnel just have to pour cold water down my hot head.

"sorry miss, for motorbike, you got to get approval first from downstair. now the counter is closed we can't do anything for u. come back on monday."
nvm. go downstairs.
"yah, you gotta get approval first, the TP counter going to wait for u? (i shaked my head). hmm. den you have to come back on monday le. can i have ur IC? (she put a chop on my PDL form as shown below). did you bring ur booklet? (i shaked my head again.) alright, den u have to bring ur booklet on monday and they will authorise for you."

stupid chop that make my trip down to bbdc futile..!

sian half..!! why didn't they just say earlier..!!?!?! den i would have got it authorised when i passed my evaluation..!! the bike instructors also never say anything. DAMNED..!! wasted trip.

meet yuzhen for lunch at westmall. going mayim again. yeah. dim sum.. yum yum..!

i find their utensils damn cute (the 2nd time liao) so decided to take a pic.. hehehehe..

nice utensils..!!!!


was chating about our savings plan (prucash lah. 25 yrs bond leh!!). Zhen called up her agent to clarify some doubts. different from what we tot it is. some new things i found out today

1. when u cancel prucash in the 1st 24 mths. u dun get a single cent back.

2. cancel after 2 yrs. u get 500. 3 yrs 1000. and so on (provided you dun collect your cash back.) what's the point..!?!?

3. doing sales will make u become VERY outspoken and aggressive. (when we first know yuzhen's agent, maple, she is a soft-spoken fresh graduate. now she acts with confidence and had become a real chatterbox. all in 7 mths!! haha. but i'm born this way.. hmm. but i HATE sales!!

Hmm. Lets discuss some good things about having a savings plan.. since i already have it for so long..

1. you get really excited when u recieve ur cashback cheque. (i already turned mine into my handphone..)

2. you can afford the downpayment of ur son's new car when he gets an license. you see. the stupid plan is for 25 years. i think by the time it matures. i have a son as old as i am now. so i can buy him a car.. (even if u keep taking the cashback. u should also have like 12K when it matures..)

WAIT. what makes me think i will have a SON?!

3. They used giro deduction so u dun really feel the pain every month. and try not to bother about it. u will feel happier after 2 years. suddenly got 1.5K like that.

Anyways, finally gotten the cheque from adecco. 5 days $383 like that. not bad. 1 day avg 75. the power of OT pays.

went back after depositing the cheque at UOB. think i will close my TX soon. just keep my icampus and POSB account (i really dun like POSB. but still more convenient to keep one. some more it had been with me for so many yrs le..) can't be maintaining 3 accounts. no $$.

took 52 (new bus) cause i saw that it goes to clementi rd. (when on the bus and took a look at the bus route. realise that the bus go to the other side of clementi rd. not the nus side. sian half. alighted at clementi stn and buy bubble tea for linda they all. too lazy and took a cab back. slack until now.

my mum is rumbling in my ears..!! (cause i use ear piece. she also ke lian. ji dao talk to air..) nothing is going into my brain. just left ear in right ear out. and i am still happily blogging.. wahaha..

okie. enough. i must go and study!!!!

Friday, November 18, 2005

hmm.

didn't study the whole day! change blogskin. ate dinner. surf friend's blog. explore friendster. pei uncle keith eat dinner. tok cock with him in his car. a bit pissed. but seriously in no mood to study! would have go to sleep if i had not ask luke and max to get milo for me. damn. am i dumb?

argh. just 2 more days to my chem paper. i feel the stress sinking in. yet i can't get myself fixed up to mug. hmm. its like prelims like that. which i totally gave up. maybe i really did took the wrong major? but maths also doesn't seem like a better job.

people around me mug till the wee hours of the night. while i surf net and msn till the wee hours of the night.

can't stand the competition i'm facing in school. never did felt so terrible in JC. cause i know that everyone else is just as not-sure-what-they-are-studying as i am. completely no confidence and thus lead to even more no mood to study. can't pick up everything just like that.

we tot we conquered the worse period by finishing A levels. we tot we're good when we entered universary. but boy.. we are damn wrong. we just put our feet back into the vicious twice-annually-mugging-cycle for the next 3 years. and everytime its worse than A levels. and u dun even have the so-called prelims to gauge ur standards. DAMN!

meeting mum and maybe zhen tml. very stressed. can't believe i wasted my 1 day!!

i need to scream!! ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
very happy!! just changed a blog skin today!! chicken little is damn cute..!!

studied till 7:30am yesterday and slept till 2pm. like damn not enuff sleep. only ate 2 disgestive biscuits since i wake up. damn hungry now.. i want dinner..!!!

alright. today's suppose to study jap.

hai, benkyooshimasu!

Thursday, November 17, 2005

never know that just toking to someone on the msn will also feel so happy.

suddenly in the mood to get attached le. having someone calling me silly. messying up my not very long hair.. also seem very xing fu..

*shake head*. now. i haven been studying isn't it. haiz. got time to blog about such stupid things means i'm too "free" not studying!!!!!!

feel like getting my hair cut. can't stand the yellowish malnutrition colour of my ends. (that's what my mum always says.. yellowish hair makes u look malnutrition..) although i tot i'm over nutritious now...

also feel like doing manicure. hmm.. maybe get it done over the week ends? den i can have a nice pair of hands to stare at when i dunno how to do my chem questions next week. hahahaha..

thinking of the busy schedule of IHG and gombak trainings during december holidays. seem like i wun be able to get my manicure done le.. should i just go for it..???

tony suddenly sms me yesterday. some forwarded msg which i finally decided to reply. (cause i dun reply forward msgs..) haha. ask him out for harry porter since no one wants to watch it with me yet.. maybe meeting up next weekend. pretty excited bout that actually. my ex-crush leh..!! hehehe..

junhao also sms me last night. actually he sms me alot of times before that but i lazy to reply. i was still lazy to reply.. but i called back.. haha..! we will meet up during december.. and i still owe him a pasta meal..!!

slept a bit early last night. but still wake up as late today. at 11am..!! but managed to study 2 chapters for chem. (a bit of improvement lah. as i only managed to do 1 chap per day!) now i'm left with about 25 chaps more..! shit. how to finish studying...!?!?!?!!?!?!?!

STACY YU! u better mug hard NOW!!! u pig. i'm a pig.............................

go for my jog before linda kills me..! she damn angry now..!! hawahaha