seem like i'm more consistant in blogging for ONCE..

hahaha.. maybe because i'm more abandoned den ever..


anyways.. i had one first real life skidding experience today... (out of the driving centres...)..
okok.. before anyone grabs the phone and try to find out if i'm fine..
i didn't really skid.. i mean yes i skid as in my back wheel was locked and i still went forward resulting in the back of the bike swing to the left.. but my bike didn't drop neither did i fall out.. i managed to stir and keep it upright.. although it was a close one cause one of the NUS internal shuttle bus was just right behind me..

anyways.. as i was really pretty frightened.. i rode slowly for the rest of the journey to my tutee's new house in toa payoh.. (also because i dunno the road and need to constantly look our for where to turn.. i managed to follow most of the directions given by streetdirectory.com.sg... but at the last part.. i used my own cleverness and tried another road.. only to not being able to find the place at all!! the rain stopped and i was 1 hour late...!

took another wrong turn when coming back ending up on PIE towards changi airport (where i wanna go jurong..) but managed to find the way to CTE (towards city) and linked to AYE (jurong) finally.. anyways.. i was much faster in coming back as i travelled at 80kmh almost all the time.. (while i mostly travelled at 50kmh when i was headin there..)

anyways.. i was damn hungry when i came back and swallowed my dinner in 10 mins.. never did eat so fast in my life..

helped max with his model by cutting the wooden strips.. but i dun think i was of much help because he have to spend time toking to me while we cut and its definately slower than cutting it himself.. hehe. anyways.. not sure if we're still taking another same module together.. but if we are i wanna take one with tutorial class.. cause we skipped all the lectures and now there's no more lectures.. i haven enjoyed the feeling of studying together!!!! anyways.. tonnes of stuff to complete

1. my long overdue for damn long lab reports..
2. my essay's deadline is this friday!!!
3. proposal for the youth day 3-on-3 basketball match.. due on saturday!!!
4. my many many webcast that i have yet to watch any!!!!
5. plan my redang trip!
6. OAC overseas trip!!!!
7. time to find a part time now!!!
8. JAP oral test in 2 weeks..!!
9. QET oral pres in 6 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10.
11.
12.
too much to list... just do it... lah!

its seem like years past since i last posted...

but in actual fact only barely 20 days have passed by...

why does time goes by soooo slowly...???

i wish its may now...

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maybe its because i didn't blog for too long.. seem hard to start writing bout my life here again.. ppl dun even understand what the hell i'm trying to say!!

anyways.. exams are in less than 1 mth.. many things are passing thru my mind now..

leave of absence for a year?
application to transfer to some US college?
staying hall for another year?
too much stuff... not forgetting the fact that youth day is coming and ulu pandan YEC have some big event lining up...

SIAN.. somebody save me!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes i wonders..

what are the factors that creat happiness..? is it satisfactory?? is it friends?? is it grades?? or is it finding the right person in life..

sometimes i wonders if i'm satisfied with my life..
sometimes i wonders if i put in enough effort for my friends..
sometimes i wonders how i can make up for the lagging studies..
sometimes i wonders how to make myself stay away more from you..

most of the time i'm trying not to fall more for you..

what am i doing?!

maybe it wasn't the commitments...

maybe it was me all along..

hmm... i think we need more space......

my first day riding a bike and an outing with NUS motorcycling club..

our photo shoot.. guess which is my bike?? posing with kelly with hers and richard's suzuki gxs-r 400/1000.. woooo...

Kulai outing 19th Feb with NUS Motorcycling Interest Group.. the yummy food that we ate!! especially the fried ice cream in the middle!!! trash all my diet plans.... 

girls night on 6th feb..

happy valentines day.. my pressie to him.. (top left is my model.. top right is my painting.. life size about 3 piece A1 height.. 2 piece A1 width.. the big big box.. which contains nothing much.. picture of the slippers cause gave him already.. lOlx.. and a seat cushion that he doesn't know how to use.. -_-

we went to west coast park !! the first and only time that he let me pillion.. hehe.. i edited the pic cause it was too dark.. 

this is soooo amazing.. crystals forming on the filter paper..!!

they look like little trees...||  

maybe u're not as excited as i am..

maybe i just over-reacted..

but. sorry dear. i wun ask u to do what u dun like again..

I hate V-days.......

I hate V-days more when i'm attached..

And its just 1 more week and i have no idea what to do..

why ppl anticipate the arrival of that stupid day where i have classes from 10am to 8pm non-stop!?!

tuesdays sucks big time...

To my dear..

Happy First Month...!!


you might think its not a big thing. but it meant alot to me..
thanks...... for the ice cream.. and thanks for being there..

when nobody understands.. at least you does..
i want someone like that..

or maybe.. i'm just being plain childish and insensitive...

Alright. this is a bit late.. but..

Last monday 23rd Jan 2006.. i finally passed my motorbike TP..!! yeahhhh.. tried 2 times den pass.. although that was the most case for my friends.. hehe.. heng i pass. no money to do the 3rd try already..

anyway.. i did my photocard license and go it on this last sat! (CNY eve.. hehe. some kinda angbao..)




Nothing much here.. just that i went to the sci club room last wed for some scamp seniors interview and i saw this 2 bears.. they're so big and so cute..!!! and i love "me to you" bears!!! so here's the photo of me with them.. hehehehehehe..

Stacy, you're looking for a Frisky Fling

You're ready for an adventurous, free-spirited affair to remember. And if it comes in the form of someone who shakes up your world a bit, helps you expand your horizons, then decides to stay for awhile — all the better.

It's not that you don't want a serious relationship. It's just that you might rather get there with someone who's equally committed to having fun for now. Ever wanted to drive up the coast or across your town in a red convertible? Interested in staying at a restaurant so late the chef himself joins you at the table for a late night cappuccino? Or are you really more into a no-strings-attached companion?
For some people, a good fling starts with someone you can spend the whole day in bed with — whether you're under the covers or playing cards in your PJs. But for others a fling is just a light-hearted approach to finding a different way to spend quality time with someone new.

Damn.. am i really such a flirt?

got some pictures to upload.. but forgot to bring my blue tooth or memorysticks back home..
so just gotta wait..

i haven been updating ppl not in my hall regrading most things.. i guess its time i bring him here into the virtual world of my life.

3 weeks into school start. most things have stablised. with the increasing amount of work for school and for hall.. it seem like a real bad timing to be getting attached.. and yet i did..

been recently wondering why did i decided to give up my lovely singlehood for endless frustrating thoughts and worries.. i hasn't got the reason yet.. but been wondering bout this r/s..

for a start.. we're too alike in someways. although i know he'll react this way. yet i'm expecting something more. and i know maybe i should have mention some stuff to him. but putting myself in his situation.. i'll be pissed too..

i'm complaining over here. and it'll be boring.. u can click the escapesss on top and leave this page now.. hehe.. i'm just bored at home and dun wanna type my reports.. hehe.. moreover.. i haven been updating and i should just type something. to record my own feelings also mah..

anyways.. somethings are hard to say.
sometimes i'll think of him frequently. sometimes i wun think of him at all.. even joyful things i'll choose not to tell him first.. this make me feel very weird. nothing like that has ever happened before leh..

he went to bintan with his parents this morning. he told me he'll be setting off at 8am. as his gf.. i should have wake up at 7:30 or something to wish he "yi lu shun feng".. as my bf i expect him to at least sent me another msg before he board the boat.. isn't that the right way?? well.. i didnt wake up that early. and neither did he msg me.. that's a very very bad similarity. we're both so damn bo chap!! dunno is good or bad.. we dump ppl for the same reason - over possessive... but that might be the biggest obstruction for our development.. cause none of us really care much bout each other. (not sure bout him.. but i know i dun care much..)

i switch our 1st month dinner to the next day so i can eat dinner with scamp ppl.. (den now they cancel the dinner. den i dunno whether to ask him if he wants to change back.. like very not sincere like that..)
i ask him out for lunch den pang seh so that i can have lunch with my sec school friends.. and when he tell me he's having lunch alone i said: "so pitiful.. but u use to eat alone also mah.." what kinda shitty gf i am arh? i think i forgot how to be a good gf already. i forgot how alike we are and how i'll feel if treated this way.. although this can be said as i dun zhong se qing you.. but its less than 1 month!!!

sometimes i feel as if i'm treating him the way max treats linda sometimes.. over-insensitive.. but situation is not as bad because he's not as sensitive as linda..

had a good talk with him last sunday.. was complaining that i dun feel in love at all. [i talked to zhen bout this and she was like.. "u all are not behaving like couples!! u all are behaving like married for 10 years!!"] i agree with her totally.. we're living lifes so routinely that it felt as if nothing much changed just that he's appearing more often in front of my door and there's an addition of some itimacy..

i dunno if i'm still not used to "he's my bf" or too used to his bo chap-ness.. i feel weird when he become a bit more romantic.. for a instance.. my first reaction to him calling me dear (over msn somemore) is "are u max?" followed by "why u call me dear?!" (yes with the exclaimation mark).. when he answered "for fun lo" i felt better...... *frown* normally i'll smile to myself and feel damn blissful.

we went for our first movie (us only movie) last thurs. dunno if he kept the tickets.. i want it back!! anyway. those who haven watch HOU YUAN JIA go and catch it soon!!! its very nice!!! i'll give 4/5 stars..

Happy CNY to All!!!

i'm finally more back to blogging..

will be uploading pics soon.. hehe..

lesser than 1 month into the year and i've already gotten 2 outta 6 wishes on my wishlist..!! ain't i lucky?? hehe..

panda's surprise visit..

weird feeling today..
but. definately feeling blissful..

argh.. i'm totally confused now!!

i hope today is not the day. the day i'm getting attached........

xmas is coming.. my results sux!! i think i need to try triple hard next sem. i mean it. triple hard!!!!

weird feeling.

IHG bball choose main team already..

although my intentions was never to get into the main team. i still feel weird.
seem like main team is selected too soon.. *shrug*
but its good to be soon cause less disappointment bah. its another year without any competition experience.. hmm. i guess i will never get to play bball on court again...

come to think of it.. did i ever tried? ohhh.. yah yah. there was this youth cup thing in my j2.. but i dun even remember playing. cause we got shuxian mah.. super zhong feng. where got space for me?

the most i played 3 matches..? less den 5 mins each time bah. and we didn't do enuff drills.. and i just have to admit. i'm damn lousy at bball lah.. *shake head*

hmm. now i just have to be thick skin a bit and stick to them for training. (like what i'm doing for vball.. hehe. but that also means that i wun be involved in any IHGs for this yr)
seem like i just have to wait to be kicked out of hall next year..

hai. if its meant to be its meant to be lah. can't help. i need the hols to work. so obviously can't go for holiday comm alsoz.. la la la.. the most next acdemic yr pia in fac or something den 3rd yr den stay loh. hehe..

tml only 1 training!! how cool!! and rehearsals are cancelled..!! yea!!!!! hehehehe..

can't wait for the tanning session on saturday with the biatches..!!