wow.. just saw my last entry..
was like mths ago!! haha
anyway.. in case anyone thought that i'm already dead & is waiting for my funeral advise,
I AM STILL ALIVE!!!!
but probably just abit no time.
any appointment please book at least 10 days in advance. if not 90% i'll not turn up.
also, i have this bad habit of ignoring sms when i'm working....! so please dun get mad at me!
basically i'm quite a workaholic.. so dun care bout hp when working.. plus alleybar can't bring hp down to work... >_<..
Anyways.. i miss every single one of u out there! and i miss SCHOOL!!!!! hahaha.. MuaCkz To all My BelOVed fRiendS..!
ciaoz~
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Saturday, March 12, 2005
Ever since that hurtful incident that destroyed my last entry.. its been more than a month since i click BLOGGER in my favorites. HahA..
A level results are out.. got exactly what i wanted.. but feel that maybe i can do better.. hahaha..
Today's NUS open house.
i'm going to find out about what they can offer me if i wanna take dietetics..
i'm still considering that go US option... and going to send my application out soon. but the oine thing i need is financial backup.. which i dun have..! and if i'm unable to provide information on my financial backup, they're unable to process my application...!!! how how how??? i was told that they only require 1 month to process applications.. meaning if i apply now, i'll get to know if i'm accepted before NUS/NTU's results are out, which is good... incase there's very little time for me to accept the offer from NUS/NTU..... WHAT SHOULD I DO...?!!!
Ruth's getting married today..
i'm so excited..!!!! can't wait to see her in her wedding dress.. hehehehe.. =D
i finally updated my blog! Lolx..
ciAo LiAoz~
A level results are out.. got exactly what i wanted.. but feel that maybe i can do better.. hahaha..
Today's NUS open house.
i'm going to find out about what they can offer me if i wanna take dietetics..
i'm still considering that go US option... and going to send my application out soon. but the oine thing i need is financial backup.. which i dun have..! and if i'm unable to provide information on my financial backup, they're unable to process my application...!!! how how how??? i was told that they only require 1 month to process applications.. meaning if i apply now, i'll get to know if i'm accepted before NUS/NTU's results are out, which is good... incase there's very little time for me to accept the offer from NUS/NTU..... WHAT SHOULD I DO...?!!!
Ruth's getting married today..
i'm so excited..!!!! can't wait to see her in her wedding dress.. hehehehe.. =D
i finally updated my blog! Lolx..
ciAo LiAoz~
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Saturday, January 29, 2005
it has been 2 weeks since i last blogged..
my life was something like wad happen in the previous entry..
work work work.. sleep. nothing more than all thatz..
i'm gonna have some free time next week as i'm only working on wed & sun.. (due to the joining of 2 new full timers)..
and.. i think i've found someone that i like. its been awhile since i have any feelings for anyone at all. but i can't confirm wad i'm feeling now.. to me.. he is sort of misleading.. making me feel that he is nicer to me than to everyone else, but who can confirm this.. i cannot. i know him for less than 1 month..!!! maybe its because valentines' day is near and i'm without a date, but sometimes.. yuan fen comes at the wrong time..?
okie.. lets have a start..
he is my colleague in alleybar.. and he is a full timer..
didn't know him until maybe a few days in the job.
one year older than me. and going NS in around 6wks' time..
when i first heard the news of him going to the NS soon, (which was this monday..) i felt a bit of "lost".. imagine not having him around in alleybar is just.. too hard to accept. although i get along alright with the rest of them there, his presence always give me the most security. of course.. if jars is with me.. i'll feel super at ease.. but at least when jars is not around, he'll make me feel more comfortable working there..
now.. okie.. maybe i'm thinking too much.. but he's misleading me into thinking that maybe he likes me.. but i wun want to place too much hope on this thing, because if i were to enter the U. there's a big chance that i'll have a change of mind.. i've already asked him out for v-day. lets just hope that he'll remember.. and we'll see from there..................
>_<.. anyway.. work's hectic.. but 1 disappointing thing is that.. next sun i'm doing opening.. that's like from 4pm-2am.. and he's not working at all..! haha.. lets pray someone will ask him to change shift.. lOlx.. =P.. i still have yet to have a gathering with seek & linda. though i've been seeing jars quite often.. i think jars is quitting the alleybar job le loh! not working this week, and next week as well! graham quite pissed with her.. (graham is the floor supervisor.. he's quite a funny guy.. and very petite in size.. hahaha..).. jasmine say she wants to quit all the jobs when her recruitexpress contract is up. den she's gonna find some other interesting job.. we're really girls man.. so fickle minded..! just a few weeks ago she's telling me that she has started to like her recruit express job loh..! lOlx.. haiz.. i'm working yunnan tonight.. hehe.. means got instant cash! yes..!! =).. i'm going to rest now.. ZZzzZzz...
my life was something like wad happen in the previous entry..
work work work.. sleep. nothing more than all thatz..
i'm gonna have some free time next week as i'm only working on wed & sun.. (due to the joining of 2 new full timers)..
and.. i think i've found someone that i like. its been awhile since i have any feelings for anyone at all. but i can't confirm wad i'm feeling now.. to me.. he is sort of misleading.. making me feel that he is nicer to me than to everyone else, but who can confirm this.. i cannot. i know him for less than 1 month..!!! maybe its because valentines' day is near and i'm without a date, but sometimes.. yuan fen comes at the wrong time..?
okie.. lets have a start..
he is my colleague in alleybar.. and he is a full timer..
didn't know him until maybe a few days in the job.
one year older than me. and going NS in around 6wks' time..
when i first heard the news of him going to the NS soon, (which was this monday..) i felt a bit of "lost".. imagine not having him around in alleybar is just.. too hard to accept. although i get along alright with the rest of them there, his presence always give me the most security. of course.. if jars is with me.. i'll feel super at ease.. but at least when jars is not around, he'll make me feel more comfortable working there..
now.. okie.. maybe i'm thinking too much.. but he's misleading me into thinking that maybe he likes me.. but i wun want to place too much hope on this thing, because if i were to enter the U. there's a big chance that i'll have a change of mind.. i've already asked him out for v-day. lets just hope that he'll remember.. and we'll see from there..................
>_<.. anyway.. work's hectic.. but 1 disappointing thing is that.. next sun i'm doing opening.. that's like from 4pm-2am.. and he's not working at all..! haha.. lets pray someone will ask him to change shift.. lOlx.. =P.. i still have yet to have a gathering with seek & linda. though i've been seeing jars quite often.. i think jars is quitting the alleybar job le loh! not working this week, and next week as well! graham quite pissed with her.. (graham is the floor supervisor.. he's quite a funny guy.. and very petite in size.. hahaha..).. jasmine say she wants to quit all the jobs when her recruitexpress contract is up. den she's gonna find some other interesting job.. we're really girls man.. so fickle minded..! just a few weeks ago she's telling me that she has started to like her recruit express job loh..! lOlx.. haiz.. i'm working yunnan tonight.. hehe.. means got instant cash! yes..!! =).. i'm going to rest now.. ZZzzZzz...
Saturday, January 15, 2005
WAH..
i worked like mad this week..
monday:
9am-6pm: working (my dearest new job)
6pm-7:30pm: speeding down to somerset
7:30pm-2am: working..
Tues: REST DAY! =)
9am-6pm: working
7pm-10pm: ate dinner and was shopping with zhen
11pm: zZzzZzzz
Wed: Repeat monday
Thurs: repeat mon, but i had a short break because my shift starts at 9pm instead of 6pm.
Fri: repeat thurs.
Sat: REST DAY!! hehe.. very happy... went for a movie with juxuan. A Ton Image (my spitting image) very nice.. but i'm abit tired to be enjoying~.. still its recommended by me..
i'm badly broke though i worked like mad.. and jars told me some bad news.. alley bar only has one pay day and its on the 10th of every month...! and for this 10th we're not getting paid because we only worked for 3 days!! argh.. the recruit express although has 2 pay collection every month (on the 10th and 25th) but they take 5 days to process! meaning the earliest date that i can get any money is 30th.. -_- sian diao!
Plans :
Sunday:
9am - daddy's mba graduation ceremony and lunch reception
6pm - work
Monday:
9am-6pm: work
6:30pm-7:30pm: most probably hoping to be doing my nails.. (draging)
7:30pm-8:30pm: dinner with zhen bah..
9pm: ZzzZzz
TIRED....... and broke........
i worked like mad this week..
monday:
9am-6pm: working (my dearest new job)
6pm-7:30pm: speeding down to somerset
7:30pm-2am: working..
Tues: REST DAY! =)
9am-6pm: working
7pm-10pm: ate dinner and was shopping with zhen
11pm: zZzzZzzz
Wed: Repeat monday
Thurs: repeat mon, but i had a short break because my shift starts at 9pm instead of 6pm.
Fri: repeat thurs.
Sat: REST DAY!! hehe.. very happy... went for a movie with juxuan. A Ton Image (my spitting image) very nice.. but i'm abit tired to be enjoying~.. still its recommended by me..
i'm badly broke though i worked like mad.. and jars told me some bad news.. alley bar only has one pay day and its on the 10th of every month...! and for this 10th we're not getting paid because we only worked for 3 days!! argh.. the recruit express although has 2 pay collection every month (on the 10th and 25th) but they take 5 days to process! meaning the earliest date that i can get any money is 30th.. -_- sian diao!
Plans :
Sunday:
9am - daddy's mba graduation ceremony and lunch reception
6pm - work
Monday:
9am-6pm: work
6:30pm-7:30pm: most probably hoping to be doing my nails.. (draging)
7:30pm-8:30pm: dinner with zhen bah..
9pm: ZzzZzz
TIRED....... and broke........
Sunday, January 09, 2005
I LOST MY PREVIOUS ENTRY!
i took so long to type de.. =(
haiz.. so now is a short summary loh..
1jan: sleep - work - dvd - slp..
2jan: dvd - work - dvd - slp..
3jan: job hunting (1.admin 2.pub)- dvd - slp..
4jan: job hunting(1.cso 2.admin) - dvd - slp..
5jan: dvd - interviews(1.beer promoter 2.admin) - went to find meijing and tok cock to her - went to clake quey to meet bballers - eat dinner at merchant's court hotel.. in between the pub called me... asking me to start work tml night..!!!!
6jan: dvd - jars called at 2 plus.. saying that i got the admin job! -_- ask me to go down sign contract.. - work..
7jan: dvd - work.. (late somemore)
8jan: dvd - work (finally finished my korean drama series..!)
i took so long to type de.. =(
haiz.. so now is a short summary loh..
1jan: sleep - work - dvd - slp..
2jan: dvd - work - dvd - slp..
3jan: job hunting (1.admin 2.pub)- dvd - slp..
4jan: job hunting(1.cso 2.admin) - dvd - slp..
5jan: dvd - interviews(1.beer promoter 2.admin) - went to find meijing and tok cock to her - went to clake quey to meet bballers - eat dinner at merchant's court hotel.. in between the pub called me... asking me to start work tml night..!!!!
6jan: dvd - jars called at 2 plus.. saying that i got the admin job! -_- ask me to go down sign contract.. - work..
7jan: dvd - work.. (late somemore)
8jan: dvd - work (finally finished my korean drama series..!)
Saturday, January 01, 2005
HaPPy NeW YeAr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its 2005.. i'm still jobless leh.. -_-
haha.. last night last minutes jasmine asked me out..!
the 2 of us was roaming in orchard road alone..
so niao3! saw melvin they all (bryan.. marc.. blah blah)
the spray cans that jasmine bought all cannot be used de!
so lousy!!!! den 5 cans all cannot use.. so diaoed! den we escape from one end of taka to the other end..
oppz.. gotta go work..
later den complete..
its 2005.. i'm still jobless leh.. -_-
haha.. last night last minutes jasmine asked me out..!
the 2 of us was roaming in orchard road alone..
so niao3! saw melvin they all (bryan.. marc.. blah blah)
the spray cans that jasmine bought all cannot be used de!
so lousy!!!! den 5 cans all cannot use.. so diaoed! den we escape from one end of taka to the other end..
oppz.. gotta go work..
later den complete..
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
I want something to occupy my brains....
the>(korean drama series) i'm watching has 80 episopes.
i only watched 20.. but its really a nice show! not boring at all..!
hmm.. i really turning into a hua chi soon le lah!
i want to fall in love..~ badly...
why arh???? i always saying the same thing over and over again..
bored with myself..
bought the newspapers for today.. want to do a gd job screening de..
but.. haiz.. BLACKOUT for my block today!
the electricity was cut off since dunno when..
and only came back at 5pm...~ wah.....
haiz.. buy newspapers also quite useless..
i'm really growing plump leh.. =(..
never do anything just sit there and eat is definately a good way to gain weight..!
last sunday.. karine suddenly called me! was so shock.. i was lying down on my sofa.. when i receive her call.. i immediately sat up.. haha.. so funny.. really surprise to receive her call.. didn't contact her ever since me and zhen left church.. that's like more den one yr ago........she asked me and zhen out...! she became very slim! haha.. remains me of my sad slim times..! hahahahaha.. i think we had quite a enjoyable time together bah..
the
i only watched 20.. but its really a nice show! not boring at all..!
hmm.. i really turning into a hua chi soon le lah!
i want to fall in love..~ badly...
why arh???? i always saying the same thing over and over again..
bored with myself..
bought the newspapers for today.. want to do a gd job screening de..
but.. haiz.. BLACKOUT for my block today!
the electricity was cut off since dunno when..
and only came back at 5pm...~ wah.....
haiz.. buy newspapers also quite useless..
i'm really growing plump leh.. =(..
never do anything just sit there and eat is definately a good way to gain weight..!
last sunday.. karine suddenly called me! was so shock.. i was lying down on my sofa.. when i receive her call.. i immediately sat up.. haha.. so funny.. really surprise to receive her call.. didn't contact her ever since me and zhen left church.. that's like more den one yr ago........she asked me and zhen out...! she became very slim! haha.. remains me of my sad slim times..! hahahahaha.. i think we had quite a enjoyable time together bah..
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
never do anything today!
jars say my interview failed.. -_-
those ppl very niao loh!
say they think that we're too young..
den wad for ask us to go for the interview!?
damn sickening lah~~
den weixian there also no news..
wad am i going to do on new yr's eve??!?!?
but the least thing that i'm happy about is that we finally get to rent our room out! after making so many calls to those agencys.. finally there's a couple from china.. wanting to rent the rooms! damn happy loh!!
wanted to rent to them at 500.. but they tot its abit ex.. so i was thinking 480.. they very clever also.. after the person brought them to our place.. they came back themselves and said that they dun wanna go thru agency.. this way.. both parties can save a huge amount of money.. so the rent is settled at 470.. finally i'm gonna get some allowance!! i'm soooo happy!!! gonna ask for 500 from mummy..! my pathetic allowance for december.. lOlx..! yeah...~~~ but they are moving in 2 days later..! haha.. so fast... needa clean up the place.. everywhere is sooo messy...
but still i need to find a job..
JOB JOB JOB....
watched about 14 hours of tv today loh...~
gonna grow fat for sure.......................
jars say my interview failed.. -_-
those ppl very niao loh!
say they think that we're too young..
den wad for ask us to go for the interview!?
damn sickening lah~~
den weixian there also no news..
wad am i going to do on new yr's eve??!?!?
but the least thing that i'm happy about is that we finally get to rent our room out! after making so many calls to those agencys.. finally there's a couple from china.. wanting to rent the rooms! damn happy loh!!
wanted to rent to them at 500.. but they tot its abit ex.. so i was thinking 480.. they very clever also.. after the person brought them to our place.. they came back themselves and said that they dun wanna go thru agency.. this way.. both parties can save a huge amount of money.. so the rent is settled at 470.. finally i'm gonna get some allowance!! i'm soooo happy!!! gonna ask for 500 from mummy..! my pathetic allowance for december.. lOlx..! yeah...~~~ but they are moving in 2 days later..! haha.. so fast... needa clean up the place.. everywhere is sooo messy...
but still i need to find a job..
JOB JOB JOB....
watched about 14 hours of tv today loh...~
gonna grow fat for sure.......................
Sunday, December 26, 2004
here's how i spend my christmas eve and christmas day...
hmm..
6+pm.. waiting alone outside fish and co for jars and elaine..
7+pm.. they finally came and we wait together for the seats..
8+pm.. linda's also here and we digged in..
10+pm.. at esplanade playing cards..(daidee)
11+pm.. walked to boat quey to count down..
MeRRy ChRiStMaS!
12+am.. spraying ppl and get sprayed at..
1am.. at ps watching meet the fockers.. and toking to the stranger that was sitting beside me.. he's alone! so sad.. all because elaine lah.. have to leave the single seat there..
2+am.. the show ended.. and i seat on nacho box with cheese ambushed on my chair by jasmine!
3am.. busily scrubbin my skirt.. my WHITE skirt.. and they came and we start taking photos in the toilet! haha so funny! cause no one's there to take for us.. so we end up taking our reflections in the mirror!
3+am.. walking to paradiz centre and wanted to play pool.. discovered that snookerim (or wadeva it's suppose to be spelt as..) is CLOSED! wanted to take a cab back.. but 5 of us.. no cab driver wants to take.. finally.. after we've decided to walk back.. (but actually is bu si xing and kept asking..) a kind taxi driver took us in! elaine was hiding really well in the back seats.. she's so small..~
4+am..waiting for pool table at cineleisure..
6+am.. walking over to lido for mac breakfast.. so boring.. played cards again.. yes.. daidee.. till 7:10..
7+am.. on the bus home.. fall asleep and almost missed my stop.. but just almost lah.. i jumped up and alighted.. lOlx..
8+am.. bathed and zZzZzz..
4pm.. woke up by my alarm clock.. (suppose to have a date with yuzhen and her bf and her bf's friend shihong.. <-- as describe as tall and not bad looking.. but wad cancelled.. *disappointed*)
4+pm.. got out of the call and received the personally sent xmas card at my doorstep from keith! so sweet~
5+pm.. reached crown prince hotel.. still got security.. and pay slip.. and must punch card.. so troublesome! my first and last time here ever~
6+pm.. in the ballroom getting brief.. and being blur..
7+pm.. still being blur..
8+pm.. finally not so blur.. but still blur..
10+pm... still BLUR..
11pm.. blur-ly.. work ended..
11+pm.. on my way home..
12+am.. reached home..
2+am... ZZzzZzz
hmm..
6+pm.. waiting alone outside fish and co for jars and elaine..
7+pm.. they finally came and we wait together for the seats..
8+pm.. linda's also here and we digged in..
10+pm.. at esplanade playing cards..(daidee)
11+pm.. walked to boat quey to count down..
MeRRy ChRiStMaS!
12+am.. spraying ppl and get sprayed at..
1am.. at ps watching meet the fockers.. and toking to the stranger that was sitting beside me.. he's alone! so sad.. all because elaine lah.. have to leave the single seat there..
2+am.. the show ended.. and i seat on nacho box with cheese ambushed on my chair by jasmine!
3am.. busily scrubbin my skirt.. my WHITE skirt.. and they came and we start taking photos in the toilet! haha so funny! cause no one's there to take for us.. so we end up taking our reflections in the mirror!
3+am.. walking to paradiz centre and wanted to play pool.. discovered that snookerim (or wadeva it's suppose to be spelt as..) is CLOSED! wanted to take a cab back.. but 5 of us.. no cab driver wants to take.. finally.. after we've decided to walk back.. (but actually is bu si xing and kept asking..) a kind taxi driver took us in! elaine was hiding really well in the back seats.. she's so small..~
4+am..waiting for pool table at cineleisure..
6+am.. walking over to lido for mac breakfast.. so boring.. played cards again.. yes.. daidee.. till 7:10..
7+am.. on the bus home.. fall asleep and almost missed my stop.. but just almost lah.. i jumped up and alighted.. lOlx..
8+am.. bathed and zZzZzz..
4pm.. woke up by my alarm clock.. (suppose to have a date with yuzhen and her bf and her bf's friend shihong.. <-- as describe as tall and not bad looking.. but wad cancelled.. *disappointed*)
4+pm.. got out of the call and received the personally sent xmas card at my doorstep from keith! so sweet~
5+pm.. reached crown prince hotel.. still got security.. and pay slip.. and must punch card.. so troublesome! my first and last time here ever~
6+pm.. in the ballroom getting brief.. and being blur..
7+pm.. still being blur..
8+pm.. finally not so blur.. but still blur..
10+pm... still BLUR..
11pm.. blur-ly.. work ended..
11+pm.. on my way home..
12+am.. reached home..
2+am... ZZzzZzz
Thursday, December 23, 2004
dun worry weili.. haha..
its not ur comp's fault..
i'm allowing only one day's entries on shown..
so that was my only entry for the day..
ppl.. if u all wanna see other entries..
go search for my archives.. hehe.. =P
today was mad at mummy again..
sob.. went to cry to daddy..
not that there's any help..
anyways.. went out after watching my now favorite korean drama xing niang 18 sui
(18 yr old bride.. aka little bride)
very pissed at mummy! and my eyes swollen..
saw this very cute piggy with linda and seekee..
me and seek wan to buy it for linda as her xmas prezzie!
we saw it at 3+.. and went back for it at 6+..
just 3 hrs..! and ta-ta.. its gone! super disappointed..
went shopping with seekee at lot 1..
she bought a pair of sneakers..
(after much troubles.. heheee)
and a pair of socks so she can try the sneakers with..!
den we went to popular to get those photo albums that she claim she hid yesterday... haha.. after searching up and down.. we found 1 of the 2 album.. but the other one really gone.. finally.. after much messing up of the place.. seekee found another one that pleases her..
Home Time! (actually i'm not excited AT ALL..)
took 188 home.. was really fast..
(cause not many ppl taking it anyway..)
tried to read but felt that puking halfway..
reached home and saw mum watching tv..
damn pissed... went straight to my room..
jars call and we discuss those thingy tml..
yq im me in msn..
asking me wad's wrong and everything..
after me trying hard to show some attitude..
he gave up.. and let me be..
but i suddenly felt so upset..
called him.. just kept crying after i said hello...
i think i read too much romance story le loh!
i told him.. (sTACe! u think u're wad???!)
"i also dunno wad to say.. just be with me for awhile.."
-_- wad a thing to say?! then i just kept crying..
finally i also dunno why after quite awhile..
den i told him everything.. really everything..
i'm so surprise at myself..
why is it that those things i could never bring myself to tell others.. i can easily tell him..?
wad's so special bout him?
is it just because he's my "daddy"...??? or is it because...?
nonononononoono... cannot be..
*ahem ahem* fullstop..!
i think i'm just too closed up..
because last time wadeva it is..
i can tell alf... now i dunno who to tell..
also dunno why i never tell zhen.. because she's too busy with her own life? and wilson..? *shrug*...... think we're drifting apart without us knowing.. i dun want! must save my friendship..
haha.. ask her out more often bah..!
my flu has yet to recover.. i think it worsen..
my voice didn't sound anywhere near better..
so is my nose! haiz..
seldom sick for so long.. been 1 wk already..
i hate being sick!!
so tired.. my eyes feels swollen.. (they are..!)
i'm gonna look ugly tml..! (oh well.. never was pretty anyway... -_-)
tml's christmas eve!
(not much xmas mood though..)
its not ur comp's fault..
i'm allowing only one day's entries on shown..
so that was my only entry for the day..
ppl.. if u all wanna see other entries..
go search for my archives.. hehe.. =P
today was mad at mummy again..
sob.. went to cry to daddy..
not that there's any help..
anyways.. went out after watching my now favorite korean drama xing niang 18 sui
(18 yr old bride.. aka little bride)
very pissed at mummy! and my eyes swollen..
saw this very cute piggy with linda and seekee..
me and seek wan to buy it for linda as her xmas prezzie!
we saw it at 3+.. and went back for it at 6+..
just 3 hrs..! and ta-ta.. its gone! super disappointed..
went shopping with seekee at lot 1..
she bought a pair of sneakers..
(after much troubles.. heheee)
and a pair of socks so she can try the sneakers with..!
den we went to popular to get those photo albums that she claim she hid yesterday... haha.. after searching up and down.. we found 1 of the 2 album.. but the other one really gone.. finally.. after much messing up of the place.. seekee found another one that pleases her..
Home Time! (actually i'm not excited AT ALL..)
took 188 home.. was really fast..
(cause not many ppl taking it anyway..)
tried to read but felt that puking halfway..
reached home and saw mum watching tv..
damn pissed... went straight to my room..
jars call and we discuss those thingy tml..
yq im me in msn..
asking me wad's wrong and everything..
after me trying hard to show some attitude..
he gave up.. and let me be..
but i suddenly felt so upset..
called him.. just kept crying after i said hello...
i think i read too much romance story le loh!
i told him.. (sTACe! u think u're wad???!)
"i also dunno wad to say.. just be with me for awhile.."
-_- wad a thing to say?! then i just kept crying..
finally i also dunno why after quite awhile..
den i told him everything.. really everything..
i'm so surprise at myself..
why is it that those things i could never bring myself to tell others.. i can easily tell him..?
wad's so special bout him?
is it just because he's my "daddy"...??? or is it because...?
nonononononoono... cannot be..
*ahem ahem* fullstop..!
i think i'm just too closed up..
because last time wadeva it is..
i can tell alf... now i dunno who to tell..
also dunno why i never tell zhen.. because she's too busy with her own life? and wilson..? *shrug*...... think we're drifting apart without us knowing.. i dun want! must save my friendship..
haha.. ask her out more often bah..!
my flu has yet to recover.. i think it worsen..
my voice didn't sound anywhere near better..
so is my nose! haiz..
seldom sick for so long.. been 1 wk already..
i hate being sick!!
so tired.. my eyes feels swollen.. (they are..!)
i'm gonna look ugly tml..! (oh well.. never was pretty anyway... -_-)
tml's christmas eve!
(not much xmas mood though..)
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
i apologise for sounding like a spoilt brat earlier...
no matter wad.. she's still my mummy..
just now almost say the wrong thing to kj daddy..
wad so wrong with me?
must be watching too many romance dramas..
haha.. he's telling me that his friend yi bin is not bad..
den i tell him.. "u know i'm not the kind to make the first move.. u're an exception.." den he ask why...
and i almost said.. "cause i loved u so much.." -_-
heng i never said that!!! hahaa.. he laugh it off by saying that cause he's too gd.. heng i can use the self praise = no praise to round it up..
such bimbo acts.. must be under the influence of linda! lOlx..
anyways.. i finally sent out the christmas cards today..
dunno whether it'll be late or not leh..
i'm feeling so lonely..................
no matter wad.. she's still my mummy..
just now almost say the wrong thing to kj daddy..
wad so wrong with me?
must be watching too many romance dramas..
haha.. he's telling me that his friend yi bin is not bad..
den i tell him.. "u know i'm not the kind to make the first move.. u're an exception.." den he ask why...
and i almost said.. "cause i loved u so much.." -_-
heng i never said that!!! hahaa.. he laugh it off by saying that cause he's too gd.. heng i can use the self praise = no praise to round it up..
such bimbo acts.. must be under the influence of linda! lOlx..
anyways.. i finally sent out the christmas cards today..
dunno whether it'll be late or not leh..
i'm feeling so lonely..................
i'm so upset.. so damn pissed.. and hurt..
she's my mum!! all she toks about is money money money..
how poor everything is now..
i never asked a single cent from her..
so wad's her problem?!
if i know daddy want to divorce her..
i should have encourage him..
but now he has given up that idea..
what my grandma say makes my heartaches..
daddy deserves someone better..
someone more encouraging and mature..
now it seems that i'm her mum and she's my daughter..
had she gone mad?
how can she be so childish and dun realise that?
i've told her that i'm finding a job le..
know wad she said..
"but u're jobless NOW!
wait till u find a job den i'll stop toking bout money.."
i can't stand it...!
i wanna move out of here..
i want daddy to divorce her
and throw her back to her family..
she's too much for me to handle..
i hate her! I hATe Her tO thE coRe~!
she's my mum!! all she toks about is money money money..
how poor everything is now..
i never asked a single cent from her..
so wad's her problem?!
if i know daddy want to divorce her..
i should have encourage him..
but now he has given up that idea..
what my grandma say makes my heartaches..
daddy deserves someone better..
someone more encouraging and mature..
now it seems that i'm her mum and she's my daughter..
had she gone mad?
how can she be so childish and dun realise that?
i've told her that i'm finding a job le..
know wad she said..
"but u're jobless NOW!
wait till u find a job den i'll stop toking bout money.."
i can't stand it...!
i wanna move out of here..
i want daddy to divorce her
and throw her back to her family..
she's too much for me to handle..
i hate her! I hATe Her tO thE coRe~!
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
i'm leaving tml night..
i have no idea what am i going to do there..
slack around? its gonna be sooo cold..
and NO-ONE is fetching me..! thanks loh..
i'm just going to freeze and die on arrival..
updated my link.. added about hmm.. 6 blogs?
didn't realise that so many ppl have a blog..!
anywayz..
to Ah mAH
(my training tour roommate)
HapPy BIrTHdAy!!!!!!!
we went to lau pa sa for dinner.. expensive and not very nice..!
but ah mah treated us.. den the sting ray drop all over me..! stained my fave denim skirt and polo tee..!!! argh~~ damn upset loh.. dunno whether can wash away or not.. scrub for 20 mins leh.. haiz.. tml's basketball's BBQ.. den i'll go straight to the airport..
btw.. haifeng (my classmate) is on the same plane as me..! so cool..! first time so qiao.. but he wants to go shop the duty free shops.. dunno whether we can sit together.. cause i'll there LATE. haha.. cause i like to check in the last minute mah..
i went to watch the incredibles with yongjia today.. was very tired for no reason.. i was about to fall asleep halfway thru.. but.. the movie quite funny lah..! haha.. especially the baby boy.. soooo cute..!!! but some parts quite spiderman 2 leh.. like stopping the train for a broken railway.. and the destroyer also have those craws like the "octopus" in spiderman 2..
i suddenly realise i have alot of thingy to do loh..! like pack up my room.. and i just got another job interview.. thanks.. why the hell did i accept it????? like if they ask me to go for the interview.. i'll in china already lah! such a blur sotong loh..
yesterday quarrel like mad with my mum.. she finally agreed to help me settle my $200 phone bills and savings plan.. i'm very tight also mah! she scream at me like mad... =(... i'm broke..! and still going out for movies and BBQs.. hope i get a job soon when i'm back..!
somebody please employ me..!!!
Saturday, December 04, 2004
too long never update..
almost forgot that i have a blog..
anyways.. yesterday was my PROM..!
haha.. huijie won the prom king..~ glory to bball team..!
the photos are out.. i look very fat!!! haha..
oh no.. should have wore that black one instead sia..
seekee's skirt alot of ppl wear lehx..! haha..
yawnz..
i'm gonna grow FAT.. cause got bbq after bbq waiting for me..!
hmm.. should be in china next week.. so.. u all can email me lah..! cause i'll be soooo bored..!
the plan is to transit Hong Kong..! i wanna go shopping..
(actually is fly to HK den take train to beijing.. hahahahz)
hAhAz..
yesterday the girls finally went to my house!!!
we all sleep with our hair still tied up lohz.. cause too tired to untie it...
i won the pin contest.. got 28 pins were used to style my hair.. seek has 27.. jars 23.. linda we dunno.. but should be quite little.. cause hers use rubber band to tie so not so much pins..!!! i look very fat in all the photos arh..~~ should have turn sideways.. den the face wun look so rounded..~~ wah.. my tummy damn ugly loh..! ARGH~~~!!!
sadded... haha.. i must go diet liao..
wah.. all say no action.. *shake head* sighz..
almost forgot that i have a blog..
anyways.. yesterday was my PROM..!
haha.. huijie won the prom king..~ glory to bball team..!
the photos are out.. i look very fat!!! haha..
oh no.. should have wore that black one instead sia..
seekee's skirt alot of ppl wear lehx..! haha..
yawnz..
i'm gonna grow FAT.. cause got bbq after bbq waiting for me..!
hmm.. should be in china next week.. so.. u all can email me lah..! cause i'll be soooo bored..!
the plan is to transit Hong Kong..! i wanna go shopping..
(actually is fly to HK den take train to beijing.. hahahahz)
hAhAz..
yesterday the girls finally went to my house!!!
we all sleep with our hair still tied up lohz.. cause too tired to untie it...
i won the pin contest.. got 28 pins were used to style my hair.. seek has 27.. jars 23.. linda we dunno.. but should be quite little.. cause hers use rubber band to tie so not so much pins..!!! i look very fat in all the photos arh..~~ should have turn sideways.. den the face wun look so rounded..~~ wah.. my tummy damn ugly loh..! ARGH~~~!!!
sadded... haha.. i must go diet liao..
wah.. all say no action.. *shake head* sighz..
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!
i'm sooooo happy..!
just yesterday i brokedown and cry at my mechanics..
straight after fm p2.. the exams are over and u-didn't-do-badly feeling wasn't really there.. but its beginning to sank in..
i'm feeling more relief now..
LAST WORRY: prom night.. and my flabby meat.. haha..
how to make full use of this one week and get the most number of KGs off me..!!! especially the tummy fats..!!!
haha.. now on my list..
1. LoSe WeiGHt..!!!
2. GoOd PAying 9-5 Job.. dEn cAn paRt-tiME.. LOlx..
3. Get mE a BoYfRiend..!!!!!!
haha.. my expectation are not too high lah..
just dun be too unpresentable den best if 178cm and above..
dun be too skinny also..! cause i'm plum..
haha.. mad already.. -_-
hee.. to happy now..
go watch tv le..
i'm sooooo happy..!
just yesterday i brokedown and cry at my mechanics..
straight after fm p2.. the exams are over and u-didn't-do-badly feeling wasn't really there.. but its beginning to sank in..
i'm feeling more relief now..
LAST WORRY: prom night.. and my flabby meat.. haha..
how to make full use of this one week and get the most number of KGs off me..!!! especially the tummy fats..!!!
haha.. now on my list..
1. LoSe WeiGHt..!!!
2. GoOd PAying 9-5 Job.. dEn cAn paRt-tiME.. LOlx..
3. Get mE a BoYfRiend..!!!!!!
haha.. my expectation are not too high lah..
just dun be too unpresentable den best if 178cm and above..
dun be too skinny also..! cause i'm plum..
haha.. mad already.. -_-
hee.. to happy now..
go watch tv le..
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Exam is ending...
this will mark the end of my "school uniform" life..
kinda unwilling to graduate now..
dun wanna face the grown-up world..
i wanna be a kid forever..!
but obviously that's not very possible..
i'm definately going to US no matter wad..
no money also smuggle myself there..! (just joking lah..)
last paper's on wednesday.. prom's on the 3rd..
i haven diet yet..!!!! haha..
pray for determination to diet siaz..
i dun wanna go prom this plum..!!!
lotsa money to be spend after wed..
gotta highlight my hair..!! hee.. and buy the gown..
and get someone to do my makeup and stuff..
(cause i know nuts about dolling up..!)
so now.. i must get a job..!!! but i lazy to go find leh..
and they wun employ me straight away anywayz..
so if anyone got any lobang can tell me..!
dun wan those go street sell coupon kind k..
cause i very evil to them.. =P..
might be going china for a short while in december..
okie.. is confirm going..
aunt ella is gonna be in beijing from 13th -18th dec.. cause of some meeting.. so its a good chance for me to meet up with her..
since i think she's gonna sponser my studies..
haiz... i'm really leaving arh..? i dun feel like going overseas for studies AT ALL.. but nus lousy.. no dietetics.. no choice.. =( super depressed..
gotta make friends all over again..!! and ppl here will half forget about me.. hahaz.. day-dreaming already.. get into a college there den say lohz..
still must go take TOFEL.. -_-
and retake SAT I and take SAT II..
i hate SAT I...!!!!! den imagine i gotta study chem and maths all over again..! i already wanna throw those stuff away liaoz.. hahaz..Z
now quite in a relax mood..
but i becoming lazier and lazier.. lazy to reply sms also..
thing alot of ppl sms me den i just ignore..
bad attitude..!!! and geometric is driving me MAD..!! really can't understand wad the hell its saying lohz.. haiz..
continue to mug for 2 more days.. den i'm done with this crapz..
jia you jia you jia you..!!!
this will mark the end of my "school uniform" life..
kinda unwilling to graduate now..
dun wanna face the grown-up world..
i wanna be a kid forever..!
but obviously that's not very possible..
i'm definately going to US no matter wad..
no money also smuggle myself there..! (just joking lah..)
last paper's on wednesday.. prom's on the 3rd..
i haven diet yet..!!!! haha..
pray for determination to diet siaz..
i dun wanna go prom this plum..!!!
lotsa money to be spend after wed..
gotta highlight my hair..!! hee.. and buy the gown..
and get someone to do my makeup and stuff..
(cause i know nuts about dolling up..!)
so now.. i must get a job..!!! but i lazy to go find leh..
and they wun employ me straight away anywayz..
so if anyone got any lobang can tell me..!
dun wan those go street sell coupon kind k..
cause i very evil to them.. =P..
might be going china for a short while in december..
okie.. is confirm going..
aunt ella is gonna be in beijing from 13th -18th dec.. cause of some meeting.. so its a good chance for me to meet up with her..
since i think she's gonna sponser my studies..
haiz... i'm really leaving arh..? i dun feel like going overseas for studies AT ALL.. but nus lousy.. no dietetics.. no choice.. =( super depressed..
gotta make friends all over again..!! and ppl here will half forget about me.. hahaz.. day-dreaming already.. get into a college there den say lohz..
still must go take TOFEL.. -_-
and retake SAT I and take SAT II..
i hate SAT I...!!!!! den imagine i gotta study chem and maths all over again..! i already wanna throw those stuff away liaoz.. hahaz..Z
now quite in a relax mood..
but i becoming lazier and lazier.. lazy to reply sms also..
thing alot of ppl sms me den i just ignore..
bad attitude..!!! and geometric is driving me MAD..!! really can't understand wad the hell its saying lohz.. haiz..
continue to mug for 2 more days.. den i'm done with this crapz..
jia you jia you jia you..!!!
Friday, November 12, 2004
its been awhile since i update here..
1 week le..!!
had my chem p3 on monday and maths p1 on tuesday..
chem's fine.. so much better than wad i had expected..
some parts i studied for food chem came out..
could have done better if not for my stubborness
cause i know God tell me to study food storage and periodicity..
and despite me knowing that it'll come out.. i didn't study hard for this 2 topics.. -_-..(cause i hate periodicity..!! and food storage too..!) so when it came out i make mistakeSSSS..! haha.. but over all quite optimistic... maths is the best..!!! i know how to do all the questions..!! i even did both either and or.. haha.. cause i can't decide.. in the end i choose Or.. cause the either last part abit unsure.. oppz..
hAo LiaNEd.. haha..! very very happy for my maths... was very worried in the first place.. cause i very over confident.. later something will happen de.. so i very scared.. scarly later blank out.. den die.. heng never happen sia..! wed and thurs very slack loh.. hee.. but today better.. hmm.. was emailing my aunt ella.. go US study like very hard like that.. need lotsa money.. den the visa also quite hard to get.. cause must have financial support lah.. recommandation letter lah.. this and that loh.. -_- sianz.. how??
haiz.. continue studying now loh.. no choice...
*shake head* HOW..??!!
1 week le..!!
had my chem p3 on monday and maths p1 on tuesday..
chem's fine.. so much better than wad i had expected..
some parts i studied for food chem came out..
could have done better if not for my stubborness
cause i know God tell me to study food storage and periodicity..
and despite me knowing that it'll come out.. i didn't study hard for this 2 topics.. -_-..(cause i hate periodicity..!! and food storage too..!) so when it came out i make mistakeSSSS..! haha.. but over all quite optimistic... maths is the best..!!! i know how to do all the questions..!! i even did both either and or.. haha.. cause i can't decide.. in the end i choose Or.. cause the either last part abit unsure.. oppz..
hAo LiaNEd.. haha..! very very happy for my maths... was very worried in the first place.. cause i very over confident.. later something will happen de.. so i very scared.. scarly later blank out.. den die.. heng never happen sia..! wed and thurs very slack loh.. hee.. but today better.. hmm.. was emailing my aunt ella.. go US study like very hard like that.. need lotsa money.. den the visa also quite hard to get.. cause must have financial support lah.. recommandation letter lah.. this and that loh.. -_- sianz.. how??
haiz.. continue studying now loh.. no choice...
*shake head* HOW..??!!
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