i'm back!!

guess i made a right choice by going for the camp.....
enjoyed every minute of it.. (though sunday was still very off)

i love prince charming!
shall update you all on the camp the next time.. too tired.. zzzz

2 more weeks to leaving indium~~~ happy happy...!!

less than 12 hours to going for my orientation camp...

i can't wait.. LIKE REAL..

the truth is.. i dun feel like going at all.. AT ALL...
dunno why..
was clearing my things.. saw the photos i took with alfred.. i miss him! hai.. but.. better not think further..

saw my sec school photo too.. i miss school!!! also saw the photo 03S14 took at our CIP programme "saints with a heart" i miss all of them!!!

talk to zhuyuan that day.. he & haifeng & liu ning is putting up at pgp.. marcus & hungjin (and maybe justin also) will be at raffles hall & aik hoe at sheares.. dunno about the rest.. hody & edward.. and sharad they all.. dunno where they will be putting up at leh.. (or are they even coming back to singapore???)

anyways.. time pass so fast.. just completed my psle.. and den o levels.. and now a levels... just bout 5 more weeks i'll be a "da xue sheng" already.. i miss being young.. where we dun have to have any responsibility.. where we can enjoy all we want.. where.. where.. where...

when i'm clearing.. i watch a postcard i kept for NUS openhse for sheares.. their postcard is so cute.. not like those that we have to do for the guest of indium.. where an invitation card is also a big thing that we have to consider & consider what is approperiate.. i would say..

"Stacy, welcome to the real world, where there's politics everywhere.. anywhere.."

anyways.. back to yesterday. had dinner with mum.. was so long since we last sat down & ate together.. told her about me wanting to move to hostel.. & me going to learn how to ride a bike..
she's accepting the hostel thingy quite well.. only worries bout $$ matters.. however, as expected, she's naggin at me regarding the bike thingy.. saying that its very dangerous.. i guess.. everyone knows that its dangerous.. so is driving a car wad.. -_- i dun see the big difference actually.. just that motorcyclist dies more easily when accident matters...

the happy thing is.. she's willing to pay for my hostel stay!! cool~~~ den i can keep my $$ for the bike! wahhaha.. boo~~ also.. she volunteered her CPF to pay my school fees.. okies.. den will pay from my cpf before pay from her cpf loh.. at least can last for 2 years.. great.. dun have to worry about those thingys anymore.. can save up all my $$ for the bike thingy~~ and for furnitures to put inside my room with linda! hehehe.. cool cool...~~

it is clubing night! but called ting and she say that jolene eat some wrong things when she's in malaysia and is not joining us for this girls' night out.. (... so spoilt sport...).. intented to go mdm wong's but cause no jol = no free entry (her sis got member's card).. we change our mind and decided to go devils instead.. (cause she knows the bouncer and can get us free entry..) its been awhile since i clubbed.. really a long time.. dun even remember when's the last time i went dancing.. (i think is grad night) that makes my last clubbing trip at least 6mths ago!!! (anyway i also dun club often in the first place...) danced from 12mn all the way to 6am.. my feet hurts (cause of my heels) and my leg hurts.. (cause dance too much).. dropped dead the moment i gets home.. i stink actually.. (arh.. never work also go this kinda places.. waste my youth sia.... but stay home also watch tv only..)

wake up at 3pm and has been idling till now.. ate 1 whole loaf of bread.. (i'm a pig!) quite full now.. i think i'll suffer from indigestion..! anyways... almost 9:30.. took half an hour to type this blog entry...

i half-way thru packing my bags for the camp only.. i dun have a sleeping bag!! haiz................................... see you guys the next week!

thursday..
work loh.. jianwen sms me saying that he wants to give me a surprise at night.. we walked about raffles city.. argh.. i can't wait for my pay so that i can slurge abit! ate lunch at the new marina square.. (the la-mien really very nice! the xiao long bao also!!)
Went to esplande and listen to those "not really formal" band play.. the lead female vocal was singing tong hua when we sat down.. was really nice.. (i mean her voice..)
my sweet buddy gave me a hand phone chain!! so nice~~~~~ i really like it alot. (my buddy indeed.. knows that i would like to hang something on my phone!)



was quite tired when we head home.. i almost want to sleep at the esplande.. (its quite breezy.. and very comfortably warm...)



friday.. work again...
went to bugis with zhen.. wanted to shop for handphone pouch de.. but end up didn't source anything.. bought the anti-mosquito patch for my company's d&d.. walked around.. not really in a shopping mood (maybe cause quite broke..)



bought something for my secret partner for Scamp 2005.. a pink piggie handphone stand from action city.. but actually i was think of linda when i bought it.. cause she like pig mah! but i did find interesting things in the shibuya shop.. (i like their handphone stand & clock & .. &... aye.. every thing lah!)



head home after that.. have so much things to tok to zhen.. i walked her to her bus stop before taking 98 home (wah lau.. 1 stop also want to take bus <-- waste $$!!) Saturday.. No work today!! cool....~~ met zhen for breakfast.. but cause i too late den went over to her house.. den she tell me she ate already! -_- we went to the old times playground beside the market.. it just went thru a renovation! now they have my favorite "senior citzen fitness corner" too!! we had a bit of fun playing with those equipment.. (sort of miss the days when i was there with alfred.. that's where the sparkle begins....) she's going to meet wilson so i went home on my own.. now i'm surfing net on motorcycles!! i would like to have some something like this..

hehe.. so cool right.. can't wait to start learning.. but.. have to get a stupid helmet first loh.....

I pon work today..
i'm totally a ponster! hahhaaha..



those that know me in JC should know how bad i'm a ponster in school.. forever late or in serious times.. only show up at 10+ and go back at 2+.. or only come on monday..(because its chem practical day..) and fridays..(because its a short day?)




heng i got the preservence to study for my prelims & A levels.. if not i wun be where i am today.. (also because yongqing daddy whack me very hard & managed to knock some sense into me.. & also because alfred willingly let me go.. so that i can bury myself in books.. and become the ultimate big FAT bookworm..)





was raining in the morning and i dun feel like waking up.. so i called indium & say i'm running a fever.. (they knew about my eye incident).. successfully skipped work.. i woke up at 10am.. (not enought time to go for the 10am SCAMP briefing le lah....) anyways.. called seekee.. and say want to go watch movie.. den she called me back saying that linda wants to sing ktv.. but we still want to watch movie.. quickly jumped up and went to bathe & change and zoom to cineleisure.. just in time to catch the 11:45 show with seekee..





hahaa... anyways.. the show is Mr. & Mrs. Smith.. very nice sia.. (opps.. sorry to those whom i promised to watch the show with..) there's always other shows!





ate my long time no munch subway.. YUMMY! hahaha.. den went to sing ktv! cool~~~ linda came shortly after we started & jars came 2 hrs later.. we had lotsa fun singing together! told them about me going to learn bike.. but.. i still dunno where to get the helmet.. where's the ah boy's shop anyway? must be a uncle that's why call lim ah boy..=D...




but wun be booking practical so soon anyway.. no $$.. so wait first loh.. still have time.. must go get more motorbike knowledge.. if not i'll be the "laughing-stock" of the year.. jars also want to learn bike.. ask her to join me at bbdc but she want to go the amk one.. sian diao loh! i can go with her.. den can learn together!!! den i wun feel so funny le....




anyways.. jialin came to join us.. but seek left straight after the k-ge session.. we went to chit chat at coffeebean @ paragon.. den happily taking pictures... vincent ( my long lost dance partner) came to find us.. (wan linda to take his A level cert for him.. hmm.. excuses! haha..)




Anyways.. went home after that.. my bus stopped at a traffic light.. i felt my phone vibrating.. but tot its because the bus is shaking.. when i finally decide to take a look.. the person hang up.. i flip open my phone and saw that its "no number" <-- implies to "GRACE (my manager)" i also got a nervous attack.. my couldn't even breathe properly.. i guess its really getting too stressful for me.. spoke with mical this afternoon.. and he assured me that i wouldn't get that damn photo-montage this week.. but Sam.. (that idiot!!) keep saying that i will get it today.. i know its useless.. but just say the truth lah.. i wouldn't kill u.. neither will grace.. hai.. now he's getting me into this shit.. and i'm getting so nervous about the event now.. real NERVOUS!!! hai..... irresponsible adults making me (still a teenager..) so stressed up.. out of no choice.. i send a sms to Sam.. i hate this.. i really do.. (i HATE to be the naggy old grandparent.. i'm not his nanny!)...





3 more week.. bear with it stace.. JIA YOU! =)

aRgh.. can't believe i'm so clumsy...~~~


when i was all dressed up and ready.. i knocked into the leftover "alfred-made" xmas present.. and it not just me.. its my right eye that knock into it.. and not just it.. but its sharp edge!!.. for that 3 second in my life, i was terribly scared.. i tot i'm going blind!! what kinda luck am i having this stupid month?! that time car accident.. den now this.. why why why!!!???!?!?..

it hurts terribly... it really hurts.. my whole eye turned red.. horribly red.. like those horror film... mum brought me to jurong polyclinic.. the lady doc say she couldn't detect any particles but think there maybe scratches.. i was referred to nuh A&E... waited for quite long till my eye hurts even MORE! finally, someone attended to me.. i was quite amazed at how they can put trainees in A&E.. like so irresponsible.. my doc was friendly yet like very blur like that.. finally, after getting her "mentor" to look at my eye also.. they concluded that its cornea abrasion, meaning, cornea is scratched... not too serious, will heal itself in 24 hrs.. but but but.. it HURTS terribly....! really terrible.. i'm very sensitive to light for the whole day.. a little brighter hurts my eyes alot... so i wore shades for the whole day.. i went to work.. but also didn't do much.. (basically can't really concentrate).. It really hurts..


now that i'm no longer worried about being blind.. i'm worried about my face.. (hai.. okie.. i'm just VAIN) but hey.. it my FACE leh... hai.. hope i dun get disfigured too much... zzzzzzz... need to rest my eye...

Today is a slack day..
beside getting scolded in the morning, i have the whole day spent toking to ppl...
after work.. went for dinner with yuzhen.. den went to enrol in bbdc! so cool!!!! can learn how to ride a bike at last!!! can't wait to get started for my first lesson.. =)
yipeeee..~~~

Happy Dumpling Day (opps.. i mean yesterday lah..)

last night i was standing at the roof top of swissotel, meaning a whooping 73 levels high! a totally cool experience.. haha.. at one corner you get M1 reception, the other corner, you get some funny operator.. and got "welcome to malaysia" sms somemore! (but most of the time, my phone was 'searching for operator'...) wahaha..


the weather was perfect for outdoor event (those want to rain but never rain weather) was very windy up there and you can clearly see the whole of singapore! i can even see the singtel towers in clementi!!


but of course i wasn't up there to party.. was there to work.. have to serve all the people munching at the very nice smelling food (never try so dunno if its tasty.. but it smell real nice lah..)


nevertheless was a very nice experience... glad i work last night..


Stupid damien ( my manager) forgot to put my schedule for next week.. -_-.. and the consequences for not submitting ur schedule on time is $12 deduction. so nvm lah.. i rather not work and enjoy myself den to do free labour for 2 hours loh...


So guys.. i'm free for the weekend! hehe.. =)

wahhhh...
only 1 mth left to my event..!!
i'm sooo nervous..
lets tok bout monday..
i was late! woke up at 9:10 like that..
rushed to office.. and guess what.. grace called! early in the morning she call already...~~~~ siannnn...(opps.. grace is my manager.. she went on a business trip to NY, my HQ)
the day past very fast.. soon.. she called again! at about 5:30 like that.. (pleaseee... that's like 5:30am at her side)...

tuesday..
i was late again!
and.. my cab had an accident.. ( bumped into the back of a car cause it couldn't brake in time for the red light..)
not really a very bad accident.. but my first car accident....
my soul kinda knocked out of my body... was floating around the whole day..... went to watch "my boyfriend is type B" with jian wen.. (my new found buddy)... was so late when we got out of the cinema.. but we're lucky to catch the last west-bound train.. that stubborn boy.. insist on sending me home.. aiyo... i also dunno how he went home in the end.. i hope he didn't walk home...

Wednesday..
I'm happy today! thanks to mical...~~~ (my EO).. he made my day~!
cause he tell me that he has negotiated with the zoo to have free admission for the whole day! he's the best! better den that all-tok-no-action-Sam........
grace called me after work hours again.. sian.. she really think i work for her 24 hours leh.. i'm so sianed..!

dad's coming back 21st june (mum's bdae)... i miss him....~!!!

i'm sooo stressed up..
i can't believe i've worked 12 hrs a day for 6 days in a row..
this is mad. i need a rest. but i can't...
i'm looking at some excel spreadsht right at this moment 3:06 in the morning..
i'm going to suffer a nervous break-down soon.

in simple term.. i think i'm going to faint from fatigue..
hahaa. make it sound all too serious......

i want to die...

july 8.. come quickly and go quickly..

days left in indium.. 36.. i'm happy there's only 36 more days of suffering..........

Hi guys..
I need HELP! someone.. help me!!!

anyone have any ideas on event titles???
i need a name for my company's event coming this july at singapore zoo....
we're having a tribal theme....................

Help somebody!

i'm so happy today!
i finally managed to get my blogger back to displaying in english..
it has change itself to display in chinese for dunno what reasons and i couldn't understand a thing! (call myself a chinese.. -_-)

just saw wei's posting on our bball yahoo group, she got into NUS fass.. but not her ideal choice.. she's the first of my girlfriend to get into NUS (well, as always.. that i've heard of.. i've not been hearing though..) wahaha..
guess its time i change a blogskin.. getting bored.. i'm sure you guys are too! i miss those days when i just sit infront of the comp screen & yan jiu how to make my blog more interesting..

Leave this part.. too technical...

it time to feed the mosquito again this friday.. heading down to the zoo for my event's on-site visit..
can't believe how disappointed i'm with Sam(my event organiser)... really very upset.. it like everytime when i call to get him i couldn't.. and this guy dun even bother to call back.. and it just make me and (i think grace too.. <-- my manager) feel sooooo damn not important.. hey.. we're the clients as well.. dun pay 5 digits to get this kinda crap ya know..
now i'm soooo nervous! grace's leaving on the 4th.. and there's like alot of things not done..
the design is not confirmed.. haven even find the bakery..
the coaster design also not confirmed.. that mr poh like super reluctant to do our business like that..
the plaque's design also not confirm..
teaser box, poster, banner.. all not confirm!!! i'm soooo scared.. scared that i'm gonna screw up the whole thing.. now comes to the pebbles.. although i went all the way to bedok to carry that at least 1/2 as heavy as me bag of stones back.. that william just say he's tired and didn't write a single character on the stone.. i'm damn pissed!!! damn pissed!!!!!
ARGH! the package with the zoo also not confirm.. i can't stand this.. till now.. NOT one thing is done yet.. everything also halfway.. even the contract with Sam also not sign yet.. can't believe this man.. what kind of shit is this!? next on.. the PCSC register is like forever cannot be done..
finally when i tot its okie to close.. grace added a few more thingys.. -_- i wanna die~~!!!! then everything is like in a rush~~~ so sian!
video shooting pushed from 28th to 4th.. which is a gd sign~ cause this way, i can concentrate on the UP football match thingy.. i'm not coming back on saturdays anymore.. (this sat carpet shampoo also cannot go back =P.. next next sat my bday.. of course not going back.. 28th.. not free.. so sorry..) ARGH! 5 days 40 hours is NOT enough! and she's going to do a presentation in the US on the anniversary thingy.. i hope i can get enuff things for her to present.. i hope we can accomplish enough things to not be too embarassed on that day itself.. i'm really really stress till i'm starting to binge already! that's NO GOOD at all~~!!! i hate to see myself binge.. i really hate it.. but i can't help it! i feel like i'm going to lose control of my life.............................................. somebody help.......
sobz..i hate having to work at indium.. i really hates it... really HATES it.... but do i get a choice? haiz.. parents tot me to be too responsible... it make me always feel damn guilty when i want to shrink responsibility.. can u imagine what's going to happen to grace & the 10th yr organising committee if i just say i'm going to quit.. right now.. i think they'll all stare at me in horror & start to curse..
and of course.. i also wish to see this thing succeed...
but I’m so lost.. soo lost..

damn..
lost the post again..

wah!!!
i've gotta the nus brown envelope of acceptance....
no news from any others leh.. dunno how is it going for them..
i'm very nervous now.. because none of the ppl i know has applied for science!!
i'm going to meet a new brunch of ppl.. and seriously.. i actually hate to meet new ppl............i really hate to have to make friends alllll over again!
in the end... all become those hi bye friends, also afraid to sign up for all the orientation camps, because i'm the only one! (that i know of..)

next on.. say happy birthday to myself first incase i forget.
i believe this will be the only entry for this mth as i'll have a VERY busy mth ahead. with all the things all hand, i'll probably not have any birthday celebration at all. dun wish to turn 19 yet anyway... lOlx... i think next on is to get myself a driving lisence.. (actually i wanna get a bike lisence leh...) lOlx.. maybe buy myself a scooter.. hmm..... we shall see..

wad elsE? might be going to bkk next mth.. *shrug*
see how loh..~~~

wow.. just saw my last entry..
was like mths ago!! haha
anyway.. in case anyone thought that i'm already dead & is waiting for my funeral advise,
I AM STILL ALIVE!!!!
but probably just abit no time.
any appointment please book at least 10 days in advance. if not 90% i'll not turn up.
also, i have this bad habit of ignoring sms when i'm working....! so please dun get mad at me!
basically i'm quite a workaholic.. so dun care bout hp when working.. plus alleybar can't bring hp down to work... >_<..
Anyways.. i miss every single one of u out there! and i miss SCHOOL!!!!! hahaha.. MuaCkz To all My BelOVed fRiendS..!
ciaoz~

Ever since that hurtful incident that destroyed my last entry.. its been more than a month since i click BLOGGER in my favorites. HahA..
A level results are out.. got exactly what i wanted.. but feel that maybe i can do better.. hahaha..

Today's NUS open house.
i'm going to find out about what they can offer me if i wanna take dietetics..
i'm still considering that go US option... and going to send my application out soon. but the oine thing i need is financial backup.. which i dun have..! and if i'm unable to provide information on my financial backup, they're unable to process my application...!!! how how how??? i was told that they only require 1 month to process applications.. meaning if i apply now, i'll get to know if i'm accepted before NUS/NTU's results are out, which is good... incase there's very little time for me to accept the offer from NUS/NTU..... WHAT SHOULD I DO...?!!!

Ruth's getting married today..
i'm so excited..!!!! can't wait to see her in her wedding dress.. hehehehe.. =D

i finally updated my blog! Lolx..
ciAo LiAoz~

ARGH........
i'm going mad..
i spend sooooo long typing that idiot entry & it give me error when i try to publish post..... i wanna cry loh........

it has been 2 weeks since i last blogged..
my life was something like wad happen in the previous entry..
work work work.. sleep. nothing more than all thatz..
i'm gonna have some free time next week as i'm only working on wed & sun.. (due to the joining of 2 new full timers)..
and.. i think i've found someone that i like. its been awhile since i have any feelings for anyone at all. but i can't confirm wad i'm feeling now.. to me.. he is sort of misleading.. making me feel that he is nicer to me than to everyone else, but who can confirm this.. i cannot. i know him for less than 1 month..!!! maybe its because valentines' day is near and i'm without a date, but sometimes.. yuan fen comes at the wrong time..?
okie.. lets have a start..
he is my colleague in alleybar.. and he is a full timer..
didn't know him until maybe a few days in the job.
one year older than me. and going NS in around 6wks' time..
when i first heard the news of him going to the NS soon, (which was this monday..) i felt a bit of "lost".. imagine not having him around in alleybar is just.. too hard to accept. although i get along alright with the rest of them there, his presence always give me the most security. of course.. if jars is with me.. i'll feel super at ease.. but at least when jars is not around, he'll make me feel more comfortable working there..
now.. okie.. maybe i'm thinking too much.. but he's misleading me into thinking that maybe he likes me.. but i wun want to place too much hope on this thing, because if i were to enter the U. there's a big chance that i'll have a change of mind.. i've already asked him out for v-day. lets just hope that he'll remember.. and we'll see from there..................
>_<.. anyway.. work's hectic.. but 1 disappointing thing is that.. next sun i'm doing opening.. that's like from 4pm-2am.. and he's not working at all..! haha.. lets pray someone will ask him to change shift.. lOlx.. =P.. i still have yet to have a gathering with seek & linda. though i've been seeing jars quite often.. i think jars is quitting the alleybar job le loh! not working this week, and next week as well! graham quite pissed with her.. (graham is the floor supervisor.. he's quite a funny guy.. and very petite in size.. hahaha..).. jasmine say she wants to quit all the jobs when her recruitexpress contract is up. den she's gonna find some other interesting job.. we're really girls man.. so fickle minded..! just a few weeks ago she's telling me that she has started to like her recruit express job loh..! lOlx.. haiz.. i'm working yunnan tonight.. hehe.. means got instant cash! yes..!! =).. i'm going to rest now.. ZZzzZzz...

WAH..
i worked like mad this week..
monday:
9am-6pm: working (my dearest new job)
6pm-7:30pm: speeding down to somerset
7:30pm-2am: working..
Tues: REST DAY! =)
9am-6pm: working
7pm-10pm: ate dinner and was shopping with zhen
11pm: zZzzZzzz
Wed: Repeat monday
Thurs: repeat mon, but i had a short break because my shift starts at 9pm instead of 6pm.
Fri: repeat thurs.
Sat: REST DAY!! hehe.. very happy... went for a movie with juxuan. A Ton Image (my spitting image) very nice.. but i'm abit tired to be enjoying~.. still its recommended by me..
i'm badly broke though i worked like mad.. and jars told me some bad news.. alley bar only has one pay day and its on the 10th of every month...! and for this 10th we're not getting paid because we only worked for 3 days!! argh.. the recruit express although has 2 pay collection every month (on the 10th and 25th) but they take 5 days to process! meaning the earliest date that i can get any money is 30th.. -_- sian diao!

Plans :
Sunday:
9am - daddy's mba graduation ceremony and lunch reception
6pm - work
Monday:
9am-6pm: work
6:30pm-7:30pm: most probably hoping to be doing my nails.. (draging)
7:30pm-8:30pm: dinner with zhen bah..
9pm: ZzzZzz

TIRED....... and broke........

I LOST MY PREVIOUS ENTRY!
i took so long to type de.. =(
haiz.. so now is a short summary loh..
1jan: sleep - work - dvd - slp..
2jan: dvd - work - dvd - slp..
3jan: job hunting (1.admin 2.pub)- dvd - slp..
4jan: job hunting(1.cso 2.admin) - dvd - slp..
5jan: dvd - interviews(1.beer promoter 2.admin) - went to find meijing and tok cock to her - went to clake quey to meet bballers - eat dinner at merchant's court hotel.. in between the pub called me... asking me to start work tml night..!!!!
6jan: dvd - jars called at 2 plus.. saying that i got the admin job! -_- ask me to go down sign contract.. - work..
7jan: dvd - work.. (late somemore)
8jan: dvd - work (finally finished my korean drama series..!)

HaPPy NeW YeAr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its 2005.. i'm still jobless leh.. -_-
haha.. last night last minutes jasmine asked me out..!
the 2 of us was roaming in orchard road alone..
so niao3! saw melvin they all (bryan.. marc.. blah blah)
the spray cans that jasmine bought all cannot be used de!
so lousy!!!! den 5 cans all cannot use.. so diaoed! den we escape from one end of taka to the other end..
oppz.. gotta go work..
later den complete..