last update..
he called.. finally!! but the whole japan is using 3G network.. so he can't autoroam there........ -_- moreover. the guesthouse he's staying at have no internet access at all.. so he can't msn too!! what is this siazz!!!

He says that the place he's staying at is call Kawazaki.. (i ask him if can ship one motorcycle back or not... preferably kawa KRR!! lOlx.. *dream bike*)

anyways.. can order my birkies already!! linda found another person.. i'm so happy!!

i'm blogging at work again..
wanted to upload the photos from redang but max doesn't seem to be able to find the time to transfer the photos to me..

had a gathering with seekee and linda on friday.. i miss them SOOOOO much!!!

wanted to visit max cause he's been sick for 1 whole week.. but was rejected.. (i was quite upset over that actually..)

but now he's in japan already and i can't complaint also... but he didn't call me back like he promised.. *sprout*

blog without picture is soooooo boring....

anyways.. i'm suppose to be ordering birkies today... BUT!! hai.. the website increased the free delivery from $249 to $279.. and we were 4 dollar less!!!! arghhh... now i cannot order.. =( UPSET!!!!

but the happy thing is that a few days ago i reserved tickets to taipei.. me zhen hanwei and yixiang is going taipei on 29 july!! (isn't that exciting!!?!?!) den cause when i reserved the tickets i didn't put the correct particulars for zhen (cause i couldn't get her on the phone.. she was already meeting zhou gong...) The last time i enquiry about changes.. i was told i have to pay a change charge and top up the balance for the new tickets.. (i brought the last promotional tickets at 74 per trip.. den the going trip increased to 148..) i was like.. &^&*@^#^@&%@^$% ... fine...
den we have already decided to share the cost.. but today when i call up jetstar and changed her passport details.. and person says change passport details dun have to pay extra..!! i'm sooooo happy lahz.. lOlx.. so our plane tix is only 250.. quite cheap isn't it?? hehehehe...

other happy things are ITS SCAMP TML!!! although this year my group almost 10 girls and only 2 guys.. but i hope it will be fun!! really looking forward to scamp.. although i know i will be wore out at the end of the camp...

update again when i come back from SCAMP 06!!!

i'm at work now....

half an hour to knock off.. just to go to another work.. tuition at roanna's place..

i dun wanna teach tuition lah!!! i wanna slack...... argh.. i'm FOC (full of complaints.) *quoted from seekee..*

life is ever so boring...

2 months to school start..

i'm back!!!!

HoorayS!!!!

been away for more than 2 months.. finally back with a new outlook!! like my new blogskin??

i've been searching for something like this 2 months back.. but couldn't find any.. and den was too busily caught up with exams and all.. and finally.. yeah!!! its back to beachy feel!!! some as my feeling now.. still wanna relax...

wanted to load up photos when i revamp.. but the photos are not ready.. its okie.. i will put them up some other days den..

i still wun be posting much cause internet connection has been really slow.. for unknown reasons... hmm.. so yup!! see you guys around!!

I think this is a vicious cycle..

you dun study hard during the term..
you wanna study hard before the exams..
but because there's too much to do..
you dun feel like studying..
and you flunk ur exams...

that's what happened to me..

I missed my last TC class.. to think i practice the conversation for 30 mins last night..

damn.. i totally screwed my japanese this sem...

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
sometimes ppl dun understand themselves...
so they dun understand what they're doing or feeling or whatsoever..

sometimes i dun understand myself.. so i dun understand what i'm doing or trying to do..

most times.. u dun understand me.. so u dun understand why i'm behaving this way.

Did i mentioned that my laptop is spoilt?!?

anyways.. i'm back to the very small IBM 240x.. its screen is about 7" only.. the rest can use ur imagination..

finally called the person at the service centre today.. obviously the hard-disk is STILL outta stock(after 2 weeks) and no idea when there will be stock...! hai.. i want my lappie BACK!!!

i have no songs except yes933 online.. i wanna die..

anyways.. i beat the rain in coming back to hall today.. hehe.. back in my room when it started raining.. seem like its raining everyday!! i can't wait for 10th April to come.. its max's project submission deadline.. (i'm sure he's hoping that day dun come..) but i can't.. cause i will be receiving alot of tuition fees before that!! hehehe.. and moreover.. his project would have ended and we can finally study together!!!

I'm totally living a healthy lifestyle right now.. sleeping before 2am everynight and waking up at around 8am.. but i hasn't been seeing linda, my beloved neighbour, for very long!! Cai, i miss u..!!!

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
some consideration..

after doing gen bio and genes and soci.. i discovered my interest for life sciences is stronger than chemistry.. pondering on whether to change major next yr or not.. but if i switch now i will grad 1 sem later than i am suppose to.. should i...??? moreover.. life sciences is also totally not an easy to score major..

now.. back to my essay.. (i am dreaming of the redang trip in may already.....)

seem like i'm more consistant in blogging for ONCE..

hahaha.. maybe because i'm more abandoned den ever..


anyways.. i had one first real life skidding experience today... (out of the driving centres...)..
okok.. before anyone grabs the phone and try to find out if i'm fine..
i didn't really skid.. i mean yes i skid as in my back wheel was locked and i still went forward resulting in the back of the bike swing to the left.. but my bike didn't drop neither did i fall out.. i managed to stir and keep it upright.. although it was a close one cause one of the NUS internal shuttle bus was just right behind me..

anyways.. as i was really pretty frightened.. i rode slowly for the rest of the journey to my tutee's new house in toa payoh.. (also because i dunno the road and need to constantly look our for where to turn.. i managed to follow most of the directions given by streetdirectory.com.sg... but at the last part.. i used my own cleverness and tried another road.. only to not being able to find the place at all!! the rain stopped and i was 1 hour late...!

took another wrong turn when coming back ending up on PIE towards changi airport (where i wanna go jurong..) but managed to find the way to CTE (towards city) and linked to AYE (jurong) finally.. anyways.. i was much faster in coming back as i travelled at 80kmh almost all the time.. (while i mostly travelled at 50kmh when i was headin there..)

anyways.. i was damn hungry when i came back and swallowed my dinner in 10 mins.. never did eat so fast in my life..

helped max with his model by cutting the wooden strips.. but i dun think i was of much help because he have to spend time toking to me while we cut and its definately slower than cutting it himself.. hehe. anyways.. not sure if we're still taking another same module together.. but if we are i wanna take one with tutorial class.. cause we skipped all the lectures and now there's no more lectures.. i haven enjoyed the feeling of studying together!!!! anyways.. tonnes of stuff to complete

1. my long overdue for damn long lab reports..
2. my essay's deadline is this friday!!!
3. proposal for the youth day 3-on-3 basketball match.. due on saturday!!!
4. my many many webcast that i have yet to watch any!!!!
5. plan my redang trip!
6. OAC overseas trip!!!!
7. time to find a part time now!!!
8. JAP oral test in 2 weeks..!!
9. QET oral pres in 6 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10.
11.
12.
too much to list... just do it... lah!

its seem like years past since i last posted...

but in actual fact only barely 20 days have passed by...

why does time goes by soooo slowly...???

i wish its may now...

-----------------------------------------------------------
maybe its because i didn't blog for too long.. seem hard to start writing bout my life here again.. ppl dun even understand what the hell i'm trying to say!!

anyways.. exams are in less than 1 mth.. many things are passing thru my mind now..

leave of absence for a year?
application to transfer to some US college?
staying hall for another year?
too much stuff... not forgetting the fact that youth day is coming and ulu pandan YEC have some big event lining up...

SIAN.. somebody save me!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes i wonders..

what are the factors that creat happiness..? is it satisfactory?? is it friends?? is it grades?? or is it finding the right person in life..

sometimes i wonders if i'm satisfied with my life..
sometimes i wonders if i put in enough effort for my friends..
sometimes i wonders how i can make up for the lagging studies..
sometimes i wonders how to make myself stay away more from you..

most of the time i'm trying not to fall more for you..

what am i doing?!

maybe it wasn't the commitments...

maybe it was me all along..

hmm... i think we need more space......

my first day riding a bike and an outing with NUS motorcycling club..

our photo shoot.. guess which is my bike?? posing with kelly with hers and richard's suzuki gxs-r 400/1000.. woooo...

Kulai outing 19th Feb with NUS Motorcycling Interest Group.. the yummy food that we ate!! especially the fried ice cream in the middle!!! trash all my diet plans.... 

girls night on 6th feb..

happy valentines day.. my pressie to him.. (top left is my model.. top right is my painting.. life size about 3 piece A1 height.. 2 piece A1 width.. the big big box.. which contains nothing much.. picture of the slippers cause gave him already.. lOlx.. and a seat cushion that he doesn't know how to use.. -_-

we went to west coast park !! the first and only time that he let me pillion.. hehe.. i edited the pic cause it was too dark.. 

this is soooo amazing.. crystals forming on the filter paper..!!

they look like little trees...||  

maybe u're not as excited as i am..

maybe i just over-reacted..

but. sorry dear. i wun ask u to do what u dun like again..

I hate V-days.......

I hate V-days more when i'm attached..

And its just 1 more week and i have no idea what to do..

why ppl anticipate the arrival of that stupid day where i have classes from 10am to 8pm non-stop!?!

tuesdays sucks big time...

To my dear..

Happy First Month...!!


you might think its not a big thing. but it meant alot to me..
thanks...... for the ice cream.. and thanks for being there..

when nobody understands.. at least you does..
i want someone like that..

or maybe.. i'm just being plain childish and insensitive...

Alright. this is a bit late.. but..

Last monday 23rd Jan 2006.. i finally passed my motorbike TP..!! yeahhhh.. tried 2 times den pass.. although that was the most case for my friends.. hehe.. heng i pass. no money to do the 3rd try already..

anyway.. i did my photocard license and go it on this last sat! (CNY eve.. hehe. some kinda angbao..)




Nothing much here.. just that i went to the sci club room last wed for some scamp seniors interview and i saw this 2 bears.. they're so big and so cute..!!! and i love "me to you" bears!!! so here's the photo of me with them.. hehehehehehe..

Stacy, you're looking for a Frisky Fling

You're ready for an adventurous, free-spirited affair to remember. And if it comes in the form of someone who shakes up your world a bit, helps you expand your horizons, then decides to stay for awhile — all the better.

It's not that you don't want a serious relationship. It's just that you might rather get there with someone who's equally committed to having fun for now. Ever wanted to drive up the coast or across your town in a red convertible? Interested in staying at a restaurant so late the chef himself joins you at the table for a late night cappuccino? Or are you really more into a no-strings-attached companion?
For some people, a good fling starts with someone you can spend the whole day in bed with — whether you're under the covers or playing cards in your PJs. But for others a fling is just a light-hearted approach to finding a different way to spend quality time with someone new.

Damn.. am i really such a flirt?